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2010-06-22T15:12:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

hahas! it's been a rather loooong week since i've last updated! well well well...the previous week was basically having fun rather than preparing for the long-awaited BT 2! *pray* 0.0

1)Pool @ IRC 11/6/2010

LOL. initially wanted to watch karate kids then...but well, our 'punctuality' speaks it all. hahas. In the end, played pool at IRC with zhixuan, yuyan & mingxian. LOL. 初次与智轩交手...tsk tsk tsk...silent killer. honestly speaking, he can even play pool in the library! 身手敏捷，干净利落...all his strikes are always accompanied by our yellings. LOL. best. haha. reached home @ 1am, as expected.

2)C Camp @ GBC 12-14/6/2010

《珍惜当下，展望未来》

The theme for C camp 2010 @ Girls Brigade Camp. Quite a twist in this year's focal point. Previously, there will be a relatively high coverage on 道场's issue... but this time, its more focus on our personal life, and then let ourselves link it back to applications of 道场! A successful attempt (: Learnt a lot, especially during the campfire, where many related their incidents and of which, fully engraved the theme into my mind.

珍惜，不只限制于思绪上，而更应该体现于行动上。。。这，才叫真正的珍惜。(: Show that you appreciate! ^^

Interesting happenings at the camp! hahas.

Incident 1: We played this game called 'Angel & Mortal', which last throughout the camp, where we are to write our names on individual cards, handled up and then reshuffled, such that we will get a card with someone else's name. Then we are instructed to keep hold of that card, and jot down whatever positive qualities you see in that 'mortal', who will not know who is the 'angel' who jotted down the stuffs. Then there's this guy in my group, who ignorantly, bravely, and audaciously wrote down areas of improvement, which are negative aspects, on it, as encouraged by another. LOL. gg. and wait till you see how regretful that 'angel' was, when he see the expression of the 'mortal' who received his card...lol. disappointed. =X

Incident 2: There's another of this guy in my group, lets call him X. @.@ We were having lunch on the last day, and there's this girl who started eating late, and in the end, was the only one eating when the rest of us are ready to go...

All: 你慢慢吃！我们不赶时间！(:

X: *jokingly* 你好意思的话就慢慢吃吧！hahahahas!

*stares around, waiting for people to laugh with him*

All: *stares*

Girl: *stuffing herself*

X: *stunned* eh! 开玩笑而已！真的开玩笑而已！*panic*

Girl: *ignores, continue stuffing*

X: *gulp*

Then after girl finished...

X: *politely* 真。。.真对不起！刚才真的只是开玩笑而已！

Girl: ?? 哈哈！刚刚我没听到你说什么。。。所以没事啦！(:

X: phew! *relieved...*

LOL. lucky him...

Enjoyed this year's C Camp overall...受益良多 (:

our group DIY tag! ^^

Campfire! ^^

3)Karate Kids @ Lot one

Supposedly wanna watch @ Causeway point...but well, only to realise the tickets are all sold out @.@ Literally rushed down to Lot one, and finally managed to get the tickets. LOL. quite a nice show...able to grab our attention for the whole ~2hrs. highly recommended! ^^

4)World Cup USA:Slovenia @ ZHCC

WOAHS! World cup fever! hahas! wanted to watch the match at Macs...but yea, fully occupied 0.0 made our way down to ZHCC instead. woahs. what an experience watching there. haha. those 'ooh...' 'aiya..' 'tsk...' 'GOOOAAL!' there made the atmosphere uber sensational. hahas! but now, its ok! i can easily watch the matches live through the net! *fwahahaha!*

5)A Team @ Causeway Point & 感恩日 Performance @ TG 20/6/2010

Caught A Team in the afternoon at Causeway Point before proceeding to TG for 感恩日 performance. Felt so stupid. Fooled by Anson and zhixuan...zzz. Anson realised that he dropped his phone inside the cinema, which is real, and he went inside with zhixuan to search for it. then i was like 拼命 spamming calls on his phone, in hope for someone to pick up. they then came out and claimed that no one spotted it, and its gone for good. lol. then at that time, i was kinda suspecting them, coz Anson was like super 镇定, and treat it as if its ok. LOL. then i even asked mingxian whether they are acting, who convinced ourselves that no, its serious this time.LOL. then i just continue spamming calls, till the phone was switched off. zzz. then i forgot all about it, until now, 5mins ago, 2 days later, when i checked with yy den realised we have all been tricked. they have long recovered the phone in the cinema. zzz. don really feel comfortable...don see the need to panic with them next time...被埋在谷里的感觉好难受 T.T suan le! but really, they have good acting skills! hahas! @.@

Up on to 感恩日 performance! LOL. made some tiny mistakes...but still, satisfied on the whole! Great job everyone! ^^ Bringing the performance to Taiwan? hmmms....lets see! =)

QSN!

CO!

The idols...相声！

OK! what an agile week. less than a week to BT 2! 以平等心看待吧! jiayou! ^^

2010-06-12T00:02:00.002+08:00

BYE!

功课没做完，书还没读完。。。却跑出去玩桌球了！>.<'''

NO TIME! went to play pool, reached home @ 11+, watched soccer...and guess wad, i have c camp tml! 完蛋了。要早起！>.<>

ANW, happy wedding to miss seow too! sorry for my absence...but do make it a memorable and enjoyable one tml! ^^

kk! uploaded some 浪花兄弟's songs...BYE AND CYA ON MONDAY NIGHT! ^^

2010-06-08T19:59:00.010+08:00

food food FOOOOOD...

Went to library to study today! 9-4! As usual...late in meeting jialing. But...today was relatively better and effective for me! but...i doubt its the same case for her...must be the air-conditioning in the library...freezing cold! *brrr...* hahas!

Realised studying is a really strenuous exercise...i always need some food by my side to replenish my energy! >.<

Went out to have lunch with yy. After ordering and settling down on a table...

YY: "eh...没带钱。"

Me: *stunned* "oie! 我只有零钱leh!“

YY: *surprised, not stunned, at the fact that we are in the same state* "一样！(:"

Coffee uncle: "小弟要什么?”

Me & YY: *totally forgot all about our financial problem* "erm...hmmm...teh bing and warm milo ba! *smile*"

After uncle walked off...

Me: *jerked awake* “hoi! 我们够钱meh?"

*Started pouring out our coins and count*

YY: ”不够..."

*Started looking through 'secret compartment' of the wallet*

YY: *flashes a $5*

LOL. Stupid. Actually this is like super normal whenever we went out to eat. But hello, who will be used to such 'thrill'? zzz.

ANYWAY, that's a small incident to spice up my blog though. Nth much happened today...i mean, of course not on a mugging day. lol. NS medical check-up @ CMPB tml! From what i heard, seem to be a suupppper draggy one. Hope i need not go back for additional visit/s though (which some have to for some reasons >.<). Gotta wake up @ 6.30am to leave house for breakfast near there before the traffic starts jamming. Update more on it tml! see' ya, Jiayou! ^^

远离欲望，迈向宁静(:

裂了!?!?!?!?

2010-06-07T22:37:00.006+08:00

裂了!?!?!?!?

my contact lens slit! >.<'''

Urgh! it all happen this fine morning...was happily putting on my monthly contact lens for the 12th times (12 days >.<). And as usual, tried to put on the left one, but failed for a couple of times...supposedly trying to dip the lens into the lens casing that's filled with the solution...BUT. I. PRESSED. IT. SO. HARD. AGAINST. THE. COVER. THAT. IT. SLIT. woahs. zzz. my reaction was like...OMG!? no.I must be dreaming. *wash my face* *check again* GOSH. >.<'''

算了啦！hais. Fortunately I'm spending self-earned money on it. 再看看要不要买多一对吧! >.<

Many have asked..'Why contacts?' Well...firstly, life without glasses is really more comfortable and convenient! You don't have to fear when you take hot and steamy food! you know...the vapour...LOL. but ya, also wanna try too! curiosity ma! hahas. but nvm, let me c how it goes ba! what luck! >.<

Went to school to study. Arranged to meet Christine in school library @ 9am...but hais. Come'on. Look at the weather this morning. Feel it. What a pity if I forsake the time to enjoy it in my cosy bed!!! SO....hahas. left home @ 9 instead. AND, supposed to study in the LIBRARY. but...due to someone's inappropriate attire...zzz. Made me bring my jacket for nothing...and stuffed ourselves @ the study area. >.<...hahas! but ok la, a bit exaggerating, its actually quite cooling at the study area too...just that its so comfy that i slept twice...half an hour each. gosh...waste of time! and and, stole her lunch >.<'''! who ask her to be so generous. didn't know its her lunch! so not entirely my fault! hahas. but ya, didn't really managed to complete all of what i wanted to today though...hope tml will be a better day in the library >.<

AND YA! got a shock of my life! zzz. Mum bought some essence tonic from the chinese medicinal shop, then each of us gulp down without checking the ingredients...

Me: *check ingredients* *shocked* "eh?! MUMMY! 不是素的LEH!”

Mum: *jump out of bed, panicked* “没有阿！那个老板说吃斋的人可以吃!"

Dad: "你读清楚！"

Me: "兔丝子，牛膝，骨碎补..."

Mum：*stunned* "惨了啦!"

Sis: *laughing away* zzz...

BUT....after checking through the net (mind you, whole family gathering behind me while i research for it), then realised its the names of the different herbs. PHEW. 虚惊一场.what a scare. zzz. Those that came up with the names 也是的.zzz. 好取不取...取这种怪怪的名.zzz.

lol. but nevertheless, we learnt a even more important lesson. Do not trust too much in the sellers...this time they may be honest, but who noes? 不怕一万，只怕万一...I don't want all my efforts to go down the drain... >.<'''

Well, after that 'tremor', i guess i gotta sleep early! you too! 我好累哦！JIAYOU! (:

我已经开始学会静心了(:

我渴望寻回最初的平静。。。

2010-06-06T21:42:00.007+08:00

我渴望寻回最初的平静。。。

I'm so disappointed with myself.

I thought I could handle with ease and comfort.

I thought I'm mature enough to step into the minefield.

I thought nothing can pull me down.

I thought I am ready.

I thought it is all within my control.

I thought...

我太高估自己了 :(

太多琐事发生...还真考倒了我.

Upon reflection, I found the culprit for all these.

心猿意马 (Unmannered thoughts and distractions)

Actually I long realised its existence and its threat...and yea, complacently, I thought its within my control.

lol. Who knows, it's a subconscious process. Woahs. it sure caught me offguard...

Nevertheless, I AM NOT GONNA LEAVE IT AS IT IS. Must 对症下药！If not, incidents will replay itself. lol.

1) Time to rid myself of inquisitiveness. 多一事不如少一事. I once thought that I can always do something to help others with their problems. But nope! It sometimes will affect me instead. 拿石头砸自己的脚. hahas. Stuffs that are of no value-adding benefit to one or others will be beyond my touch...无益之念勿起，无益之事勿为! (:

2) Stay on track. Self-disciplined. Manner my thoughts and actions. 非礼勿视、非礼勿听、非礼勿动、非礼勿言 (:

3) Manage my impulsivity. Correct my stubborn nature. I once thought that I could differentiate between 固执 and 执着...but nah, I guess I can't...So, back to square one...随缘，接受，放下 (:

4) Brush on my tolerance. I once thought that tolerance is a spontaneous process: I can tolerate others, and assume that others must readily tolerate my intolerance. But no! Its a give and take thing. Its a simultaneous process! hahas! (sound so scientific >.<) Only when I take the first BIG step to tolerate others, will then others slooowly treat you similarly! But what if I can't?...hmmms! Then it must be that I still 看不开! hahas...nevertheless...Friends! That's what you are for right! For 本大爷 to pour my woes! 吃亏受气忍耐！(:

5) Be more self-aware and sensitive! No such thing as 不知者无罪! No matter whether I did mean the wrongs I said/did or not, it will still hurt others de! 言者无心听者有意 too！

SO...hahas! Felt so much better after evualating my problems and then stating the solutions. Kinda ironic that I've long learnt of all these stuffs...but only now then I really felt it and apply it on gut-level! hahas!

I know that its impossible for me to achieve perfection, but I don't believe in such thing as 'innate', 'unique', and 'unchangeable' character...cause if its causing hurt or unpleasantness to others, then it sure won't be much of a appreciable and respectable character to the majority. LOL. better not! I will change! as in, not change my character (let me keep some of the humor k?>.<) , but carve the sharp and pointy edges of it so as to fit in comfortably along with the others! Must help me k! Correct me! (:

And ya, just wanna apologise to a friend. Sorry for causing you to lose such an once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I didn't know that it was just within my reach and control. So near yet so far. Though I'm not as interested as you are in, but ya, after those search for it, i can feel the pain of it. I admit my inability. Sorry...the guilt stays within. Smile (:

Moreover, to all others who I've once hurt/harm/caused unpleasantness...I sincerely apologize! Was obstinate then! 对不起! (: wanna gx lmcb again,for bestowing me with this chance to grow up again...cause I need not withstand a more painful fall in order to learn the similar lessons. 感恩 :)

ANYWAY, personal thoughts aside...went to TH to liaoyuan for XJB this morning...almost overslept. (If not will missed the bus again >.<''' ) Den rushed home to change, and attended Wanching's 21st bday party...where we were late by a bit for the 2.30pm cake-cutting 'ceremony'...den back to TH again, this time for CO. lol.

Will be studying in school library tml! and perhaps for the rest of the coming week.

Btw, C camp coming! Let it be that something to look forward to for this week bahs!

JIAYOU! CHEERS! ^^

A life of no regrets =)

PISSED...peace.

2010-06-05T19:36:00.007+08:00

PISSED!...no!Peace :)

我要忍我要忍我要忍我要忍我要忍！

Urgh! Thanks to my p4 sis, i missed the chartered bus to the monthly qkb! >.<'''

She's really testing my limit! MUST BE RETRIBUTION. should have learnt to behave better when I'm young =(

Hais, wad to do? what's done is done! 只能将错就错!

But...

回头想想，还不都是我的错！是我对她太严了！不行！我一定要改！其实她已经很好了！不能生气！...=|

Just had a heart-to-heart talk with her...

“你觉得自己哪里做错？”

“迟到lor...”

"你觉得自己乖吗？”

“不懂...“

”..."

"我都不懂什么是乖...”
"乖就是不让别人生气。你想变乖吗？”

“想”

“为什么？”

“因为别人会喜欢吗..."

"那你从今天开始要变乖ok? 你如果变乖，gorgor 就不骂你,then 会 reward 你。”

Then she started pouring out her woes to me.

"okok...勾勾手阿。你变乖，gorgor 就不骂你k!"

“ok! :)" *勾勾手*

LOL. At least talked it out with her, though its not the first time...hope this time it works >.<

What a day. lol. nevermind. Everything have a bright and better side to it...我注定要躲在家里读书！but...哪读得进阿？

算了...since I can't attend the lesson @ TH, I shall watch online lessons then. Maybe it's not a bad thing afterall! LOL.

Anyway, within the blink of an eye...tml its Sunday alr! woahs! will be attending Wanching's birthday party, then off to YDCO.

saw this in a junior's blog...and with her permission, copyrighted it (: just find it so true!

"爱逞强的人才是最虚弱的人，但因为一次过一次的经验，让他们慢慢地变强，使大家觉得其实他们没这么弱。这就是爱逞强的人的成长过程，把你曾经脆弱的那一边打败，变成一个强者，就如蝴蝶从茧里破出来一样。每个人都有属于他们的虚弱时刻，但试反问自己的是：当你在最低的那时候，是不是把朋友拉得更紧？还是叫他们离你远远的、把他们推开呢？难道你不知道吗？当一个人每次遇到困难时，狠狠地把朋友推开、把他们赶走，会让这些只想帮你的朋友慢慢地离你而去！" 要懂得珍惜哦！(:

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要。宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱...

Dilemma

2010-06-05T00:32:00.017+08:00

???

Dilemma.

想置之不理，却念念不忘。

想一气呵成，却力不从心。

想保留当下，却渴望更多。

想坦然面对，却害怕结果。

想...... :(

真不知该如何是好!

ANYWAY, had been cooping at home for the past 2 days. supposedly to revise, but just can't concentrate much. trying my best though...

most probably next week onwards will be revising in school bahs...lol :\

Just came back from a potluck gathering @ YL tz's house. lol. had a rather filling time there with all those food. enjoyed the game session too.and ya, bon voyage to Wanching, Qiuyue and Hongwei, who will be going off to Boston, Korea and Pulau Tekong (NS) respectively! lol!

Added Jay's old songs to the playlist. love those melodies and lyrics. see ya!

2010-05-29T12:40:00.006+08:00

我觉得有点累，我想我缺少安慰。。。

harlows! i guess im blogging on a monthly basis...hahaks!

seriously dunno what to blog though...its been such a hectic month of studies! lol.

sometimes i wish i could possess some kind of power, a power that can let me figure out what others are thinking. i'm not very concern of what people think of me, but i just wanna know what's their thinking framework. i just wanna act accordingly to suit them, or to correct them! lol. hais, its really very hard to anticipate their thoughts =(

just some random flow of thoughts. lol. I MUST IMPROVE! not to let others accept me, but to first let myself accept what they see in me! chim hurh? lol. aiya, just ignore it...being random here. lol.

will be going for c camp on from 12-14/6, and so coincidentally on the 12/6 is ms seow's wedding! gosh, where to go now? dilemma. i really donwanna miss the morning programme for c camp, neither do i wanna miss ms seow's church wedding! urgh! hais. nvm. will toss a coin when the days are around the corner. lol.

and ya! before i forget, anyone who have tickets to super junior closed door concert on the 6/6? pls contact me asap! thx thx!

cya =)

P/S: added more songs to the playlist...with 95 in total now! enjoy! =)

that's all.

2010-05-02T19:58:00.008+08:00

THATS IT.

Had a really wonderful birthday...but it was such an emotional day for me. It's the last time we will be on stage together. The fruits of our labour. The months of intense practices and hardship. The bonds forged. The conflux of emotions through the journey of preparation in lieu of the concert. hais... =(

Lets go into details =)

Stupid olive, hahas, collaborated with a few, 'fooled' me. LOL. but it was quite unforgettable! the story goes like this: cause evelyn shares the same birthday as me, and the night before olive asked me to purchase a cake for her, coz she 'realised' that all the cake shops were 'closed'. den early in the morning before i went to co, i rushed to greenridge to get a cake. i was super blur at that point. when i asked about the cake, the auntie just say " those below 28, those above 18." then guess what, i mistook those figures as the weight! and when i asked olive thru phone, she was rather astonished, and kept asking me abt the size. "its the same as my palm size luh." i replied, not realising anything wrong with it. "28kg and 18kg faster choose la!" den she was super relunctant to accept the fact. hahas. den only i rechecked with the aunty, and den realised its the price. hahas. come to think of it now, felt so stupid @.@

alright, now to the fooling part. LOL. i asked yy to hold the cake and bring it into co room, coz it will be quite weird if i was to bring in the cake, on my birthday myself 0.0. and i forgot all about it totally. AND THEN, nearing lunch time, when we were all settled on stage and i was rearranging the sitting positions, cc lights went off. "happy birthday to u~" manx, was i shocked! and saw the similar cake i meant for evelyn this morning! lol! haha! was quite angry at first...but touched after thinking through it, super cool! really thanks alot!=)

Actually that was the 2nd surprise. the night before, when we were busy arranging the setup on stage, christine placed a parcel in my bag unknowingly.lol. and i didnt realise who is it, and started to recall. hahas. thanks alot for the mini surprise, and to Ben for the shirt too! =)

alright back to the day itself. err...that cake surprise last through the day...until the night. hahas. let me talked about the concert first. it was a uber great success. having dedicated so much of my time in it, the feeling is like marrying off your own daughter...sense of relief, but yet super relunctant to let go. hahas. i was pacing up and down in the midst of the concert, and was super worried if something big went wrong. thanks yinchow for accompanying by my side =) but phew, all went fine, except for a few hiccups. nevertheless, after hearing the applauses from the audience...gosh, was i nearly in tears =')

after the concert! thanks alot to anson, gerald, zhixuan, darren, haoming, hanming, thianshin, gunawan, zoey, cheryl, ashley, mervyn, rachel, cynthia, zhiting, gladys, irena & bf for coming too! thanks alot for the gifts and flowers! will update more on the gifts on a separate post! =)

hahas. now for another surprise. boarded bus 142 after the concert with quite a number of co mates. and guess what, they sang birthday song during the journey! was i shocked. shouldn't have hid my face with the bag, if not the other passengers will never realized its me. hahas. but ya, it certainly was super touching, and unforgettable! lastly, thanks to one and all, who send their wishes either through facebook, msn, smses, calls or even face-to-face, and of which had made my 18th birthday the most memorable one in my 18 years =)

I thought i would feel so relieved after the concert...but who knows, i got more heavy-hearted. hahas. relief, yet relunctant. regardless of the pains in lieu of the concert, im glad it was all worthwhile. SACO! our effort did pay off after all! hahas. during phototakings...I just cant bring myself to unleash smiles from the bottom from my heart...it just happened so fast. we wanted it to end, but now we wanted it to be prolonged =(

Till now, i still can't sort out my emotions. touched by birthday surprises, relieved by the end of burden, yet relunctant with the part from the platform where bonds forged. What a night. Definitely fulfil the theme of the concert, Conflux, of my emotions. How i wished i could turn back the time...hahas. super paranoid of the stepping-down ceremony. gosh. it definitely will be heart-wrenching. urgh!!!! =(

well...now that appearances of SACO will somehow fade from my life...its time to put the focus back to studies, the heartless and unavoidable horror. lol. without CO, my time in school, will just be studies. nothing else but studies. hahas. JIAYOU!

will post more on the presents and shots of the concert in the coming days. =)

Saints Orchestra, united we stand, divided we fall!

2010-04-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

Hectic life. Tiring days. Packed schedules. Breathless.

Looking for space to breath. It's getting exhausting. It has to pass by soon. Time to apply it. JIAYOU TO EVERYONE!

A word for a friend:

We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust the sails. Continue to be strong, and brave it through with a trust and a hope---that a faithful friend of yours is always there, regardless of a listening ear, a confiding partner, an anger-venting bag, or even a crying shoulder! Times are tough and difficult, but I will always be pushing you from the back! Strengthen yourself, in the way I'm trying to strengthen you =)

2010-03-29T22:54:00.007+08:00

Some useful and applicable phrases! Nice =)

Anger is one letter short of danger.

Swallow your pride occasionally, it's non-fattening!

To be wronged is nothing unless you continue to remember it.

We cannot direct the wind but we can adjust the sails.

Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.

It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to. ~W.C. Fields

If you can't forgive and forget, pick one. ~Robert Brault

见贤思齐，见不贤则内自慎。

无益之念勿起，无益之事勿为。

穷死不作贼，屈死不告状。

君子务本，本立而道生。

满招损，谦受益。

A word for my dear friend,

regardless of how hazy or how dark your path is, try to find a reason to smile, as it is the similar reason to clear out the haze and darkness infront of the beautiful rainbow which await your reach =) I believe in you, in the same way that you should believe in yourself =)

btbtbtbtbt

2010-03-19T16:33:00.004+08:00

URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BT 1 COMING!

next week. die. LOL. so worried for my chemistry! zzz. been cooping at home since wednesday to study...and now, super sian of studies. no enthusiasm, no passion, no concentration. thats y squeeze out some time to blog...if not its really stuffy and hard to breath among the stacks of notes! LOL. but nevertheless, I CAN DO IT! hahaas! im not actually stress though...coz im alr prepared to flunk BT...but just that donwanna waste this opportunity to practice for my A levels!! ~.~

anw...i got back my chinese A levels results! A! yippee! kinda relieved...coz it will be really disappointing to get a B...which is neither here nor there...and will have a hard time to decide whether to retake or not. xxlmcb! hahas! anw, if u have anyone who's looking for chinese tutor for sec or pri level...pls contact me! xD

ok luhs...though chinese got an A...still haven't got back pw results yet.though i appear relatively confident infront of pw mates...but whether or not will my grp get an A, i'm still relatively doubtful of it. BUT I BELIEVE WE CAN! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!

JIAYOU EVERYONE! WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER! =D

updates

2010-02-27T22:26:00.011+08:00

hihi~ have not been updating for around 1 month?sorry! was soooooooooooo busy!
i've highlighted the major stuffs I experienced through this month...

1) CNY @ Indo
2) WS presentation @ sch
3) Chingay
4) Emcee
5) CO
6) Academic

CNY @ Indonesia
Looking at the previous post, u might have know that i went to indonesia for cny. haha. it was rly fun! stayed at my uncle's house...

big huh? hehe. yeaps! love the breeze at the roof floor...shiok! hahas! and ya! played with fire crackers and fireworks stuff with my cousins...as promised =)
went back on 初四...wed, when school alr reopen. hehe. coz actually we intend to go back on tues, but there wasn't any ferry back, no, or should i say the ferry is all booked on that day. sian. so stayed one more day lo...fun =)

Work Shadowing (WS) presentation @ SAJC
haha. if u do know, i had my work shadowing last year, around Dec period. so...we were told to come up with a presentation on what we have learnt, did, and stuffs as such. lol. actually was supposed to be phoebe who's presenting...but hais...clashes with her H3 lesson...then she win lor. i present. LOL. the whole presentation was quite smooth, just that my command of english seem to be a joke of the presentation. LOL. nvm. at least their laughters made me less nervous. hahas.

Chingay
Chingay! hahas. was involved in the traffic management...for the second time since last year. not very sure why, but last year's seem to be more fun...hmmms, perhaps its because we were more free this time round ba, hahas. anw, my role is to attend to people and performers who need help going around the place, and also to escort the performers too. and ya, the place was at the flyer's area...and at night when the fireworks are shot, the whole scene was equally similar to that in 海派甜心! sweet!

Emcee for CNY celebration @ TH
yeps! just returned from the celebration today. have been preparing and rehearsing with Li tz and shiqi for consecutively 2 days immediately after school...with everytime's rehearsal till ard 12. and yea! it did pay off! did pretty much as expected, with good response from the audience. however...some glitches at the end wasn't rly as part of expected...in fact was quite disappointed with myself when i forgot the lyrics of the song. lol. but nevertheless, it was, as mentioned, glitches which doesn't really affect the whole performance and atmosphere!hahas! had a really nice time working with shiqi, and is really grateful to Li tz and shiqi's mum...for guiding us and teaching us the techniques along the way! thanks to Li tz, he really taught me a lot a lot...passing on experiences in an express way! and ya, it's not just normal emcee-ing style k! it is very similar to 相声, a way where the emcee talk to each other in a very interesting manner, with all the differing facial and vocal expression, hand language, attitude, and mood in conveying the different messages...phew! it was really a challenging job for me! shiqi was really good! the way she expressed her lines...was simply fascinating! haha! maybe she had more experiences in this area then me...but still, she was really good, had a nice time working with her^^
pictures to be uploaded on a later date =)

SAJC CO
have been keeping myself away from shouldering heavy roles and duties in co now. but ya, guess what? CO's concert is on the same day as my birthday! labour day! woohoo! T.T to think it was supposed to be a day of rest for me...hais. i don't want to be stress by this! hais...hope all goes well...jiayou! =)

Academic
the aspect that needs the most help. lolol. currently still catching up with many subjects, and BT1 is coming in 2 weeks time...and i haven't started revising for it! gosh! lolol. nvm, now that the emcee preparation have come to an end, it's time to shift my focus back to studies...here i come! go joshua, go go joshua! hwaiting!!!!!!!!!!!

hahas...will be going for youth CNY celebration @ TG tml morning, 830am. have been sooo deprived of sleep these few days...knocking off during lectures at school >.< cya ="">

2010-02-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

hihi!...sorry for not updating for such a looooooooooooooooooooooooooong time! =)

miss me mahs? haha. have been so busy ever since the school commences...busy with FT stuffs, with academic, with cca...LOL.but ya, quite eventful and fun too! and ya, in cca area...i don really dare to take up too much leading roles...afraid that it will taxes my time. i'm alr very satisfied with current schedule =)

happy friendship week, and advanced cny! hahas. been soooooooooo busy these days, such that i have totally NO time to shop for new year clothes! LOL. anyone to help me buy? lol.

kkayys...been so easily angered these few days...control boy, control. lolol. 无益之念勿起，无益之事勿为! LOL.

kk, happy cny again..going to indonesia,joining relatives for cny. hahas. they seems to plan the schedule for us le. looking forward to fireworks. hahas! kk. tc, cya =)

marina barrage

2010-01-10T01:17:00.009+08:00

URGH!!!!!!!!!!

my post, was deleted. thats cool...very cool...zzz. nvm, this post will be a simpler one then.zzz. and ya, went marina barrage ytd! with darren, zoey, cheryl, mervyn (1st half) and gunawan (2nd half)....hahas.

sunburNT! gosh...my neck and hands...burnt @>@ LOL. played pool after that! LOL. what a game...hahas...all of us do have extraodinary 'skills' though! LOL.

some photos!

A nice song by Taylor Swift! check out the mv in playlist...she looks glamorous in the gown...LOL.

Love Story

Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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yeps...later going 清口立愿...and after that there's bandao at my house too!cheryl and gun most prob coming.hahas.

gosh...tml's sch reopening...haiz...yet to enjoy my holiday, and its ending. T.T anw, ya, due to that, will not be updating my blog as often...

kk...enjoy, tc!

2010-01-07T22:24:00.004+08:00

hihi!!!been so busy clearing the holiday homeworks...and watching the Batsu show! that i've neglected my post.hahas. well...actually the main reason is that im lazy. LOL

did nothing out of the blue for this few days...except for watching batsu show! hahas. its a japanese game, where the japanese comedian have to resist laughing for 24 hrs,and they will have to stay at a site (school, hospital, company etc.), where many hilarious happenings will takes place to tickle them! hahas. so what's the punishment for laughing? hahas! a whack on the butt with bamboo poles, or a shot on the butt too, with a dart. LOL. thats pain. hahas. but i would prefer the whacking form of punishment.hahas. i shall be a kind soul, to include the links here. do go and watch, and it will definitely keep you laughing! hahas!

here's the link:

hospital site: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ee3OpGAuCbs

high school site: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ul7R-cEMmsQ

reporter site: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnZGArwgpOM&feature=related

the reporter series...i'm still viewing yet. will feedback on it. hahas.

ok! back to me! hmms...wont be doing much tml too...homeworks...and at night...go for tzrch! hahas! can't wait to dish out my new tailored pants *proud* hahas. OH! and ya! i got a haircut too. LOL. nth much to mention abt it...hahas. kk! in case i didn't update again tml, i will be going for a picnic on sat with s04 @ marina barrage. hahas.

A song by super junior m! hahas. been noticing them for quite awhile...and guess what? they are good. lol! but heard that they MAY be disbanding soon...due to some disputes between the team leader Hangeng and the company. LOL. well...but nevertheless, hope nth happen. wish that they could stand together and come up with more dances and songs! =)

Super Girl
Super Junior M

Hey
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~超级超级的女孩
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
看我看看我,我不要总是想着他
不爱不爱他不爱你你的完美胜过他
不要再盯着那手机不要再那三心二意
你明白的你清楚的我超级的女孩。
有时候想起他送你的花 (丢掉快丢掉吧)
还有他那最迷人的微笑 (忘掉快忘掉吧)
他的温柔还会让你颠倒 (醒来快醒来吧)
你的好是多么神秘请让我好好地保密
Oh My super girl你是我的Baby Girl
他看不见你的魅力平凡背后的魔力
Oh My super girl 我是你的Super man
你的眼神让我着迷为了你我什么都愿意
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~My love
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~My love
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~My love
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~My love
看我看看我,不要总是随着他
如果他说喜欢你就算再忙也能够等到你
那一定是他说的谎话那一定不是真心的话
Oh~别相信吧离开吧 Oh~快回到我身边吧
有时候想起他送你的花 (丢掉快丢掉吧)
还有他那最迷人的微笑 (忘掉快忘掉吧)
他的温柔还会让你颠倒 (醒来快醒来吧)
你的好是多么神秘请让我好好地保密
Oh My super girl你是我的Baby Girl
他看不见你的魅力平凡背后的魔力
Oh My super girl 我是你的Super man
你的眼神让我着迷为了你我什么都愿意
开心地难过地答应你都陪你都陪你都陪你
准备了全世界最好的爱最贵的爱
等你搬进我的心里来
幸福的权力不要放弃全世界最完美的唯一
Wu~~~~
Oh My super girl你是我的Baby Girl
他看不见你的魅力平凡背后的魔力
Oh My super girl 我是你的Super man
你的眼神让我着迷为了你我什么都愿意
你是我最超级的女孩 (别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来(爱情不用彩排彩排)
我是你最超级的依赖(别再等待等待)
跟着我一起飞到未来(爱情不用彩排彩排)
Oh~

hahas. nice? check out the mv in my playlist. quite cool. LOL. anw, if u have noticed, there's a 'Quote of the day' label at the left hand side of my page...and what does that says? hahas! i need not search for quotes for my every post le! hahas! anw, hope the quotes are useful =)

kk! gotta run for more batsu show! hahas! cya!

2010-01-04T22:35:00.005+08:00

HIHI!!!!!ahahaha...sorry for not posting for the past 2 days...was a teeny bit of busy, and super lazy!xD

hmms...lets look @ sunday. caught 'The Treasure Hunter' @ TBP (Tiong Bahru Plaza), in the time gap between the end of jtdjr and the start of co. LOL. it was quite a sudden decision to catch it though...but nevertheless, it's quite acceptable...despite the weak storyline.LOL. was late for co in the end though...but i saw pearlyn and denise from bbss! LOL. when i short-cut-ed through burger king. hahas. thought they were discussing on project-related stuffs...but after sms-ing pearlyn, then realised that they were scammed down for multi-level marketing...LOL. they were actually, perhaps looking for jobs...but was ya, scammed down from batok to tbp. if they were to invest, they have to put in $2K+++.siao. LOL. then heard that they left. x.x

LOL...then on today's updates. hmms...did some holiday homework...lol. doubt i could finish all by next monday...but come'on! i can do it! woohoo! .....-.-'''
lol.er...went with yy and mx in the night to collect my pants in beauty world (went there to shop on sunday night.) after which, we went to irc for pool! LOL. cannot resist it, especially when we alr arrived at beauty world...so might as well 'pay a visit' to irc. hahas.
some photos...

Gerald...

hahas.anw, juz recalled when gerald (mx) reminded me just now...that i forgot to mention an UNFORGETTABLE experience we had at taiwan...NO! on the way to taiwan. hahas. we brought along some props to taiwan for the event, and one of the props was a sword. LOL. then we decided to hand carry the bag containing the props...fearing that the attendants may not handle it with care. it was supposedly to be carried by yy or zw...but in the end, our 'brave' mx took it. hahas. damn funny when he was handed the bag...‘如果等一下过不了custom...你们死hor.’ LOL. it was fate.indeed, he was stopped as he moved through the custom. hahas. then the whole gang of us plead the officer to let us bring it in, since it's just a harmless toy sword made of cardboard.however the officer's concern was that it may shock other passengers on board. lolol. then he demanded the passport from gerald...who was alr quite shook off when he was stopped. hahas. then we just passed the officer one of our passports...but well...nth happen...instead he asked for the passport so as to help us check-in the sword,only. hahas. that really sparkled our adventure in taiwan. but the main joke is gerald...his facial expression @ that moment of time. hahas!

2 songs taken from berlin's blog...really beautiful,esp 'just one last dance'...

Just one last dance
Sarah Connor

Just one last dance....oh baby...just one last dance
We meet in the night in the Spanish café
I look in your eyes just don't know what to say
It feels like I'm drowning in salty water
A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
tomorrow will come an it's time to realize
our love has finished forever
how I wish to come with you (wish to come with you)
how I wish we make it through
The wine and the lights and the Spanish guitar
I'll never forget how romantic they are
but I know, tomorrow I'll lose the one I love
There's no way to come with you
it's the only way to do
Oh,Baby
Just one last dance
before we say goodbye
when we sway and turn round and round and round
it's like the first time
Just one more chance
hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is cold
and i don't know where i belong
Just one last dance

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Ice-cream
DNR

Talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise, baby
Don’t fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels a world away

Who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where I know I won’t forget

And now, who’s to say, we’ll be okay
We will make it through the night
Don’t want to wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And I know that will never change
Look, I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby, just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here
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Hmms...been procrastinating with my hwks lately...so here's some meaningful quotes on procrastination! hahas!

Someday is not a day of the week. ~Author Unknown

Anyone can do any amount of work, provided it isn't the work he is supposed to be doing at that moment. ~Robert Benchley

The two rules of procrastination: 1) Do it today. 2) Tomorrow will be today tomorrow. ~Author Unknown

hahas...digest it...and cya =)

$.$

2010-01-02T23:14:00.004+08:00

hello!!!hahas! received edusave merit bursary today. LOL. just started to rain when i left home...lolol. but luckily i SMARTLY predicted that it will get heavier...so brought along an umbrella! lol. but i'm not totally saved from the rain...my shoes were flooded. LOL. then realised that my soles had a mini hole! zzz. that's the cause of the 'flooding'.zzz. thought it wouldn't matter much except for some discomforts...but NO. made me so busy. busy for wad? zzz. we were seated in the ceremony hall, and while waiting, i didn't realise that my shoes are wetting the floor.zzz. phew...luckily no one realised before i did...and i started to swipe the small puddles with my shoes. why? here's the science factor! LOL. to increase the surface area for evaporation! ... fortunately my row was the last few rows, so i can afford to wait for it to dry before i leave it there for my neighbours to realize. LOL. left asap when it ended...xP

went home...slacked...and went to 大众班. today's choir ensemble was quite a surprise. lolol. those little kids were really blur...and i caught one yawning when they were singing! hahas.but that's the cute factor larhs. tml will be going djjtr...and then stay for co. lolol.

added more new songs to my playlist! gosh...i must stop! too greedy le! LOL.
Just realised i'm so attached to old songs...and here's another relatively old song by 林忆莲, but re-sang by 方炯镔...

不必在乎我是谁

方炯镔

我觉得有点累我想我缺少安慰
我的生活如此乏味生命像花一样枯萎
我整夜不能睡可能是因为夜晚喝咖啡
如果是因为没有人陪我愿意敞开心扉

其实真的想让自己醉
让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞
喔忘了我是谁

男人若没人爱多可悲
就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人陪
何必在乎我是谁

我想你说得对寂寞使人憔悴
是寂寞使人心碎恋爱中的男人才美
我想我做得对我想我不会后悔
不管春风怎样吹让我先好好爱一回

其实真的想让自己醉
让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞
喔忘了我是谁

男人若没人爱多可悲
就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人陪
何必在乎我是谁

其实真的想让自己醉
让自己远离那许多恩怨是非
让隐藏已久的渴望随风飞
请你忘了我是谁

男人若没人爱多可悲
就算是有人听我的歌会流泪
我还是真的期待有人陪
何必在乎我是谁

我想我做得对我想我不会后悔
不管春风怎样吹让我先好好爱一回

LOL.enjoy bahs...and before i end, i've decided to introduce a quote/s for my every post! today's on life-related quotes! =)
anw...i realised that i've been making my blog so professional-looking! xD...kk. post again =)

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. ~James Dean

When your life flashes before your eyes, make sure you've got plenty to watch. ~Author unknown, from a television commercial

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

2010-01-01T19:44:00.011+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waaa...its 2010 now. what a speed. lolol. LETS WELCOME THE NEW YEAR! a new start =)

yy,mx,mark & syl came over for sleepover cum 'countdown' ytd. lolol. but yy was not present with us when the clock strikes 12mn though...hmms...where is he lehs? well... uh huh! caught him in action with that 'someone' when we went down to get drinks...lolol, that very 'someone' who DID NOT deceived me. LOL.then went back home,and for celebration sake, i opened up a..........

don't be mistaken!!!!!not a champagne...but just a sparkling drink. hahas! omg...was i shocked when i saw this bottle of 'wine' was on sale for only $2.95? hahas! then realised that it is just a 0% alcohol-containing sparkling drink.hahas. then just bought it lorh...at least it imitates.hahas.

some photos of the night...syl, mark, yy

yy on the phone...

mx with the com...mark down

dance mx dance!

LOL.slept around 4+am...it would be later if i nvr stopped mx from using the com. lolol. woke up ard 12? then washed up, and up next was the agm. lolol. lasted for ard 4-5 hrs?lolol. after they left, and after doing some washings and sweeping, here i am. shagged and sleepy. lolol. guess i will be sleeping quite soon le...after watching MJ's show on channel 5. lolol.

tmr's events:afternoon will be going to zhcc to collect bursary...and at night to TH for 大众班. lolol. tired start of the year for me. hahas.

a relatively old song by original singer 孙燕姿 Stephanie Sun...but this version by 方炯镔 is quite nice too =)

天黑黑

方炯镔

我的小时候吵闹任性的时侯
我的外婆总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好像这样唱的

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

离开小时候有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌新鲜的念头
任性和冲动无法控制的时候
我忘记还有这样的歌

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚好孤独

我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺

我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚好孤独

天黑的时候我又想起那首歌
突然期待下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨也要勇敢前进

我相信一切都会平息
我现在好想回家去

天黑黑欲落雨
天黑黑黑黑

another old song resang by 萧敬腾, originally by 那英...

梦一场

萧敬腾

我们都曾经寂寞而给对方承诺
我们都因为折磨而厌倦了生活
只是这样的日子
同样的方式
还要多久
我们改变了态度而接纳了对方
我们委屈了自己成全谁的梦想
只是这样的日子
还剩下多少
已不重要
时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份
早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅
你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘
早知道是这样
如梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强

时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷
你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份

早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱都放在同一个地方
我能原谅
你的荒唐
荒唐的是我没有办法遗忘

早知道是这样

像梦一场
我又何必把泪都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强
让我在没有你的地方疗伤

both songs included in my playlist too....enjoy =)

today's the last day of 2009?!

2009-12-31T17:31:00.006+08:00

wad?! today's the last day of 2009?

LOL. time really passes very fast...recalling that time when i was afraid in going into a jc, and now, one year have passed.so what have i achieved this year? it has been a really eventful, yet fruitful year for me.too much events that really happened. And these events have made me know myself really better, exposing my weaknesses and strengths, and of course, serve as alarms to 'wake' me up, along with many many precious experiences gained. In fact, this year act as a milestone in my life, further accelerating my growth in years ahead. lolol. wows...just realised what i've typed were so mature! gosh! i really grown up! *proud*

A new year ahead, a new beginning. lol. Next year, i foresee, will be a challenging year. A levels year. 模范班 too. hmms...will have to maintain a balance. hahas. aiyah...a piece of cake luhs...i can do it de! jiayou!

LOL. ok...no more on those past and present stuffs. hahas. let move to my happenings these few days! hahas. actually wanted to post ytd, but was really pekcek when the internet hanged when i just managed to finish.zzz. hahas.

let me c...weren't doing anything much these few days though. hahas. hmmms....oh ya! LOL. went for a game of basketball with anson, yy and mx ytd morning at bpcc. siao. the sun was scorching man. lolol. played for 30mins alr cannot take it le. gosh...maybe i was so used to playing in the night time.lolol. then ate 'breakfast' at the coffeshop, and continued playing. lolol. then went home. but here's the problem, maybe i should emphasis on this guy...the same guy who pulled down the basketball stand.shan't say who he is. lolol. when we thought a day of basketball would end happily...HE did something again (and he's the one who asked me to blog on it!). LOL. happily holding the basketball, he threw the ball to the ceiling of a block's lobby quite a number of times...until one last time, before something dropped down from the ceiling. wo wO WO! hahas. his reaction damn funny...he just stood there and see the whole process of the fall of the lighting casing (the thing which dropped down) down on the floor. stunned. broke in the laughters. phew...luckily there's some maintenance workers around...if not we would not know what to do. lolol. what a whammy! double kill! *claps* hahas! now quite fearful of going out with him le...will not know what happens the next time round @.@

Later will be going for dinner with parents, and what happens after that? lolol. should be having a sleepover bahs. still haven't decide on the location yet.lolol. actually there's a mini countdown gathering with s04...but too far le...at esplanade too, and im not sure what time will i reach home from the dinner too. lolol. so rejected them...sorry!!!!!!! lolol. tml will have an agm at my house from 1-4pm.lolol. my afternoon taken. thats cool!

been uploading loads of songs in my playlist. not much, got around 40 songs le. gosh...am i greedy! lolol!

2 new songs by xiaogui!

地球上最浪漫的一首歌

黄鸿升

如果我这次猜拳猜输了
会不会我就被神取消了
我爱你的资格

未来会怎样谁敢保证呢
此时此刻怎么轻飘飘的
好像不是真的

真的以为情歌还不都是骗人的
真的忘了变成哑巴有多久了

依依不舍舍不得
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐
只是你借给我的

紧紧抱着拥抱着
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克
因为你而完整了完美了

把此刻翻折翻折再翻折
折成一万一千一百一十零一只千纸鹤
如果说梦是现实的反射
能不能就这样让我们赖在一起睡着了
真的自己原来还有做梦的资格
原来伤过心的心还是肉做的

把不可能变可能
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
你眼神里那一种光泽
心里还是热热的

最亲爱的心爱的
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
把苦苦的变的甜甜的
因为你是而获得找到了

找到了

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没人爱俱乐部

黄鸿升

欢迎光临这里是一群很普通的人
穿得很普通长相很普通在本店老少不分

本店的特色通常是屡战屡败的家伙
常常被打枪却意志坚强是我们的好客人

上辈子欠感情的债到这一刻如何摊还
每个人死去活来到头来像个阿呆

没有人爱爱没有人爱还有空位请你进来
坐下来不要拘束这里是没人爱俱乐部

旷男怨女在情人节的时候塞爆这里
没人爱俱乐部因为寂寞才得以经营下去

寂寞寂寞
上辈子欠感情的债到这一刻如何摊还
每个人死去活来到头来像个阿呆

This below song was quite an old song by show, but didn't really notice the lyrics till evelyn highlighted to me ytd. quite meaningful too =)

最后的风度

罗志祥

没有人介入
所有人觉得你该满足
我把心血全都付出
你为何想要哭

为你作主
让你受到我的保护
可是你像受苦
到底是谁难以相处

我给你幸福
你问我什么才是幸福
这个问题反而让我
把你看个清楚

你怕束缚
我的爱没能把你驯服
你没有退路
那倒不如爽快结束

就让你见识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞

我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁我也不舍得哭
我我不在乎

你觉得痛苦
我倒不愿意为爱受苦
只有这样我才做到
对你的背叛宽恕

想你幸福
想不到分手你才幸福
是谁的错误
我不认输我忍得住

就让你识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞

我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁我也不舍得哭
我没有空在乎

就让你见识我的风度
我忍痛温柔的祝福
你会一生都记住
我要你铭心刻骨

我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下了包袱
没有谁没难度我最怕哭
爱要爱得投入
却不在乎

really nice uh? hahas. anw, saw this line of lyrics in 坏人 mv,which i felt really nice, and true.lolol. ---

会容忍的人其实并不笨，只是宁可对自己残忍。

lolol.kk. thats all...cya =)

shagged...

2009-12-28T23:17:00.008+08:00

hello!hahas...sleepover @ zx's house last night with anson mx(gerald) yy(edison)...and we slept ard 3+am. lolol. not very late, coz gerald la! sleep so early...then influenced us.lol! well, we reached his house @ ard 11+pm, then played with those games merchandise that his sis brought...lol. then anson and gerald went to buy fries and drinks @ macs...and had their id checked by police.LOL. lights off. watched paranomal activities around 1+am. not that scary coz anson prepared us mentally before each paranomal event.lolol. after that gerald slept...and subsequently, we all slept.hahas.

The fries ^^

woke up @ 12+pm! gosh.lolol. ate 'breakfast' at his house...then rushed home.lolol.need not bring my grandpa to the hospital...coz uncle bringing bahs. lolol. then watched 'shanghai sweetheart 海派甜心' ep 9. damn nice. lolol. strongly recommended ^^ slept from 5-8pm.

anw, show's 7th album releasing soon! 罗生门. cool! kinda like his new hairstyle...not much changes from the previous one. not sure abt the songs...but from what i heard in 'shanghai sweetheart 海派甜心', should be not bad.hahas.

lolol...wont be doing much tml...should be accompanying mum to sis's sch to collect her books and uniforms. that's all bahs.

地球上最浪漫的一首歌
黄鸿升

如果我这次猜拳猜输了
会不会我就被神取消了
我爱你的资格

未来会怎样谁敢保证呢
此时此刻怎么轻飘飘的
好像不是真的

真的以为情歌还不都是骗人的
真的忘了变成哑巴有多久了

依依不舍舍不得
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我怕太超现实的快乐
只是你借给我的

紧紧抱着拥抱着
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
我的灵魂二十一公克
因为你而完整了完美了

把此刻翻折翻折再翻折
折成一万一千一百一十零一只千纸鹤
如果说梦是现实的反射
能不能就这样让我们赖在一起睡着了
真的自己原来还有做梦的资格
原来伤过心的心还是肉做的

把不可能变可能
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
你眼神里那一种光泽
心里还是热热的

最亲爱的心爱的
地球上最浪漫的一首歌
把苦苦的变的甜甜的
因为你是而获得找到了
找到了

enjoy=)

wo wO WO!!!over over over!!!!!

2009-12-27T21:34:00.008+08:00

eh oh!hahas...yippee! today's 感恩迎新会 was a success...=)

what a relief! hahas! though my presentation with enyuan and yuyan was quite disorganised...and was in a semi-chaos state...but well...at least we managed to bring out the message and content of the story. hahas. and guess wad? dcs pop upin the midst of our presentation! woots! and the whole room was in a total mess...gosh...but nevertheless, he paid attention to our presentation! hehe!
then after our presentation is followed by the game...which was relatively chaotic too...then after that, comes the sharing session. wo wO WO! can't believe i spoke so much....such that most of those i spoke on stage was beyond what was written down in my own notes. LOL. but still, i really did speak up what i wished to say...and do hope that the banyuans are able to absorb =) hahas! anw, the lunch was marvellous! yummy! ^^ djlykl! lolol!

well, after that then accompany yy to 'receive' and 'give' stuffs. lolol. roughly an hour walk.zzz.then went to co...hahas.lompang heidi's mum car! actually she didn't wanna go de...coz too tired...but aww...charmed by joshua's words =P

later, or maybe soon, will be going to zx's house to sleepover.lolol. tml will be bringing grandpa to hospital (SGH) for a check-up. ard noon time bahs.

anw, found a picture we took in taiwan...hahas...stylo milo! xD

and ya...mum's sick, hope she recover soon.lolol. anw, another xiaogui's song included in my playlist...sing-along =)

搞砸了

黄鸿升

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次等待著奇迹
再一次想了又想不通为何自己
再一次挥霍叹息

我真的真的逞到了底
自己都很难相信
她就是一次一次一次一次
仍来到这结局

又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
又伤了她的心
她流下一颗泪滴
我后悔到不能呼吸
又被我搞砸了又搞砸了
怎样才能回去
我下定所有决心
只要能够让她的心
重新开启

再一次拨了电话还是没有回应
再一次挂断了手机
再一次美丽的梦变成空的飞絮
再一次让爱在叹息

enjoy =)

grading results! woohoo!

2009-12-26T23:40:00.005+08:00

Got back my NUS CFA (Centre For the Arts) suona grading results!....hahas! guess what? joshua teo got a...............*music*...................grade 6 merit!!!!!!79/100! woohoo! hahas. what a christmas gift! LOL! actually expect it to be a mere pass nia...phew! hahas...thx Mr wong for his coaching! hahas! woohoo!

LOL. that's all on today's good news...but here's the bad news for today...tml i will be sharing my Taiwan 心得 @ our 感恩迎新會! sharing is ok.but the main problem is.......im the ONLY ONE sharing T.T ok la...its not that I dislike or hesitate to do so...but mainly is because im afraid of speaking the wrong stuffs and of course, the feeling of nervousness...lolol. other than that...the pastor's presentation should be not much problem ba...coz my part not much =) but nevertheless, jiayou joshua!

was listening to the video with the recordings made by wangqi sis...it was really touching. touching yet glad to know that many have benefitted here or there from this taiwan trip, and many had begin to understand- understand the path they have chosen is right =')

tml morning will be going for the 感恩迎新會...then to ydco! lol. dunno why, slowly and suddenly....the dull, boring and taxing mixed feelings of schooling days are haunting me again....haix. ~2 weeks more, and the piles of homeworks are still left untouched...haix...jiayou joshua! >.<

anw, managed to find the lyrics of 小鬼's songs, uploading 1 per day...hahas.sing along bahs =)

我不要长生不老
黄鸿升

假装开玩笑假装以为不主导

假装爱就要爱的很上道

连吵都懒得吵

把合照都杀掉单纯的当爱杀掉

帮我换一刻空白的大脑

把美好都取消

我不听白头偕老的口号

我不要长生不老

我不想自己活在冰岛

而灵魂就算能和灵魂对调

心还是换不掉

我不管天荒地老的老套

我不要长生不老

我不让天使为我祷告

而永恒不过让我自编自导

我宁愿被手铐也不要止痛药

拨的是空号现在收不到讯号

回忆全自动循环地洗脑

重拨著无间断

逆时空的隧道像三十秒的广告

要用一百年的骨气来抵消

三秒胶的拥抱

我不听白头偕老的口号

我不要长生不老

我不想自己活在冰岛

而灵魂就算能和灵魂对调

心还是换不掉

我不管天荒地老的老套

我不要长生不老

我不让天使为我祷告

而永恒不过让我自编自导

我宁愿被手铐也不要止痛药

我不要止痛药

我不管天荒地老的老套

我不要长生不老

我不让天使为我祷告

而永恒不过让我自编自导

我宁愿被手铐痛没有止痛药

enjoy...cya =)

Taiwan...a trip of self-realisation =)

2009-12-25T13:26:00.016+08:00

hello!本少爷回来了! xP

This trip to Taiwan, was a superb learning journey for me, though its my second time there. The huge influx of thoughts and self-reflections had impacted greatly on me. And I'm satisfied :)

Before i went for this trip, i was totally on a holiday mood, and didn't really anticipate this trip...in fact, if I really did look forward to it, it was the interaction with friends that really excites me. Hence, in another sense, i was on a lala mood. Before this trip to Taiwan, i was wondering...if the world could really achieve 大同 (unity)...but after this trip, i believe that it is achievable, everyone have to do their parts :)

The first few days of the trip, i was frankly ignorance of the whole trip's objective...to learn, and to absorb. I was in fact, going wild from all the playings...all the unacceptable forms of behaviours shown up. But in the midst of the trip, a meeting jerked me up---I'm here to learn, not to play. Luckily its in the midst, if not i would have wasted the whole trip.hahas

I really appreciated all the stuffs the qx did for us...they woke up like 3am in the morning to cook for the hundreds and thousands of us...and their little acts really touched my hearts.recalling when we are at 天祥...while we are listening to the talk, all the qxs came in and served the warm tea to us one by one.i was really touched!and the tea really warm up my heart.there over 200 of us in the hall, and only few tens of them...and they had to serve one by one, bearing in mind they are all 50++ years old.Im touched. Its impossible to see this in Singapore. they are really 慈悲. moreover, most of them sacrificed their career and came to LY with all their attention focused, and they greeted everyone of us with smiles...bear in mind! i did not pay for ANYTHING except for the flight ticket and own stuffs!not even the food, nor stay! Comparatively, i felt wad i did for the past years are so minor compared to theirs...ashamed.not only these qx, the dcs at 佛山also touched my heart. during our visit there, coz there are havin 入炉 at 神威, so the dcs was unable to join us in the day. however, after her programme finished, she immediately rushed back to 佛山, and skipped her meal such that she could have a good talk with those who are stil hesitating to turn vegetarian. she's alr 70++ years old le leh! the way she shoved off her tiredness and rushed her way back so as to meet us...was indeed touching.and its not only our group! there are 3 groups from singapore in total, and that means...she spoke to the 3 groups respectively too! and this is a every year thing whenever we went back to taiwan. she would always cheerfully talk to us and her sense of humor along with her compassion gave me a deep impression of her...she's indeed a role model for us to take after!

many a times i would ask myself, if i am to be in their shoes...would i sacrifice so much of my time?would i give up my well-established career just to LY? would i be able to be like them...brave through all the tough times? haix...i must learn their spirit! their acts of sacrifices regardless of returns...and many many more! JOSHUA TEO TIAN PING! learn learn learn! change change change! below are the areas i need to change!

-control my words!
-endurance!
-be less impulsive!
-be more self-disciplined!
-be more understanding!

LOL.of course there's other areas la.but this 5 are the more urgent ones...so if you happen to catch me committing any of the above...inform me! hahas!

ok...let's move on to today's and ytd's happenings. reached singapore ytd around 1am...and home at 2+am...then slept at 4am (unpacking stuffs...and msn-ing) and slept all the way till 1+pm.hahas.immediately woke up to shao xiang.LOL.i bought a shirt for mum at taiwan...and guess wad? I LOST IT! urgh! sian...haix...bought one for sis, one for dad and now mum's one lost.zzzz. anw, spent $200 ++ in all...all spent on stuffs that parents asked me to buy. only spent around less than $50 on my expenses.hahas.then didn't do anything much ytd, except for housework...coz dad juz returned ytd night and mum today night from cousin's wedding in indonesia.LOL.

as for today, similarly, did some sweeping before rushing over for meeting.hahas. celebrated shiqi's birthday in advance with a logcake! LOL! the way she grins from ear to ear super funny.hahas.in addition, lishan's mum also prepared steamboat! woots! what a surprise...at first we all thought it was prepared for their own family gathering.hahas.ate super full! LOL. die. i think im seriously putting on tonnes of weights...ever since the taiwan trip, no exercise and kept eating whole day long. die.hahas.kk! tomorrow will be going for qingshao in the afternoon, then in the night go enyuan's house tangqing! yy,mx and syl coming back tml too! hahas. they damn shiok.immediately after the taiwan trip, in less than 12 hours gap, went str to malaka le.hahas.

小鬼new album released le! hahas. saw it at taiwan...but nvr buy...oops! hahas.but the songs are nice...esp 我不要长生不老(in playlist)、搞砸了(in playlist)、love hero、懒得理你、总冠军、不要就拉倒、为自己、没人爱俱乐部、地球最浪漫的一首歌(in playlist)! hahas.but too bad...don't have their lyrics yet...but nevertheless...the following songs are nice too =)

画沙
周杰伦/袁咏琳

午后的风摇晃枝桠抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话在对你牵挂
晚风轻敲着海沙浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真在比傻爱上你放不下
这风景如画 (开满凤凰凤凰花)
院子里花洒 (浇灌着那种情话)
等最美的晚霞等故事长大用
手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑
用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀将思念压成花有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想着你滴滴达达
擦美美的趾甲喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这麽优雅
不论多大风沙路多分岔我一样找到你呀
管它风怎麽刮管雨又怎麽下
越痛我就越来(越潇洒)
不摘不属於自(己的花)
喔爱闪着泪光为你我可以当傻瓜
这风景如画 (开满凤凰凤凰花)
院子里花洒 (浇灌着那种情话)
等我们的童话等誓言落下
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Lucky
Jason Mraz/ Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze
...

enjoy=)
j0shu@

The trip...To Taiwan =)

2009-12-15T18:06:00.007+08:00

Time to fly...haha. 9.45pm bus to airport. 1.50am flight. will be going with Sylvester.Edison.Killua.Anson.Zhengwei.Oswald.Gerald. and others. lolol. it was kinda highly anticipated ever since june...but now,,,few hours before...aren't really tense or anxious over it...maybe this is alr my second visit barhs...=)

16.12.2009 - 24.12.2009...an 8-days trip. lolol. all stuffs packed, and ready now. hahas. didn't do much today...in fact, didn't do anything productive. was so engrossed in watching online variety shows...that hours flew passed unknowingly. smart uh? haha.

2 songs by Rainie Yang from 海派甜心！A MUZ WATCHED SHOW.hahas.check out http://sugoideas.com/drama-2009/shanghai-sweetheart/ =)

雨爱
杨丞琳

窗外的天气就像是你多变的表情下雨了
雨陪我哭泣看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离无人揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放晴

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的Rainie Love

窗外的泪滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气像储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密让你去延续
我相信我就会看到彩虹的涟漪

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匿名的好友

杨丞琳

独送昏暗不离的风回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
一起活在这城市里更提起你名字
心还跳动却没重逢
只留下碰却又不敢碰的那种激动
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
该怎么说让彼此选择但思念还转动
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
与你无关泪自行吸收
不能握的手却比亲人更亲厚
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的温柔最温柔
当又一次美梦落空回忆里被爱
那股激动天色好红
温柔好浓在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
从那懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重
不能握的手从此匿名的朋友
其实我的执着依然执着
却决心和你不再联络
不能握的手却比爱人更长久
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久

enjoy...update again on 24/12/2009 =)

j0shu@

think of me =)

2009-12-14T21:02:00.006+08:00

hi!sorry for not posting ytd...let me give a brief account of ytd's happenings...
help out @ 基础班 > TH CO > home sweet home~
nth out of the blue takes place...but one tz quite funny...got us tricked =)

Tz: hello! 你们可以帮我一个忙吗？

Yy & i: 可以阿！*rolling up our sleeves* (cause we thought we will be helping to move stuffs)

Tz: 你们说的啊！不要后悔hoR! *grinning*

Yy & i: ok!

Tz: 好。。。过来一下。(he then brought us to the kitchen...and pointed to two box of rice on the tables...) 你们一人一包。。。把这些饭吃掉！

Yy & i: *shocked* 哈哈。不要。。。我们很饱了.

Tz: *laughing* eh? 但是你们说要帮我的啊！hahas!

LOL. today...didn't do anything much...having headache now...hahas. anw...tomorrow's the day!!! dunno y...but somehow not so excited as before...lol! but nevertheless...still looking forward to it =)

Think of me

David Archuleta

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . . .

In my playlist too...enjoy =)

j0shu@

pack packing packed...

2009-12-12T17:25:00.008+08:00

HELLO! hahas.yesterday my nephew...FELIX TOH ZHI YANG and his brother came my house to play!hahas. his parents went for wedding dinner. took some REALLY CUTE photos! hehexP

Did nothing much today...woke up @ around 11. after that started packing my luggage for taiwan trip lo! LOL! in the end it was my mum who helped me fold them into my luggage...cos i had to go TH for cleaning xD. hahas. after that went greenridge with E.G...supposed to buy slippers...but so 'luckily', the one and ONLY shop selling shoes were closed. hahas. then actuallly wanna have a cut @ the barber shopS there...but just about to enter one saloon, my mum called...and asked me to go to a household-operated 'shop' at my neighbouring block. hahas. then in the end, poor EG have to walk home themselves...each holding a pancake by their hands =P

later going for 大众班! woo! hahas. by Liu DCS. So anticipating it! yesterday's talk was so captivating...really admire his fluency of speech,and the flow of thoughts! he can rattle on and on...for hours, and without any material for reference! *claps* moreover, he's already so old...70+ or 80 i guess. he's indeed the role model of many =)

hahas. anw, just had a funny conversation with mummy:

mummy: 头发剪得不错。。。为什么不要叫他把前面剪薄呢？

joshua: *keep quiet*

mummy *uncover my fringe*: aiyo! botak (bald) le!

joshua: arnor! 你看啦！不懂你怎样生的。。。全部都好。。。除了fringe下面的头发是botak de!

mummy*smile* : 是你前世造的业啦！

LOL.
tomorrow will be a busy day...coz its a sunday.hahas.
morning- help out for 基础班.
afternoon- TH CO
hahas. ok! that's all! mummy nagging le...time for dinner! cya! 3+ days to taiwan! woohoo! xD

遗憾方炯镔

别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯
萎宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
与其让你在我爱中憔
悴宁愿你受伤流泪
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
我非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵

hahas. a nice song found in my playlist too. enjoy =)

j0shu@

The Storm Warriors

2009-12-11T18:35:00.006+08:00

caught this show instead of 'Couples Retreat' today with M.E.A.G @ west mall.hahas.cause the usher didn't let us pass, as one of us is still under 16. gee. but nevertheless, Storm Warriors was quite a decent show though...thought its storyline was way too weak and animations were quite fake...but at least it was able to sustain our attention on the screen. hehe. especially the songs part...the way aaron pronounces the lyrics was quite ticklish.hahas.

after the show, we went for pool @ CSC. played for ard 2 hours.poor mark...for 3 subsequent game he was the first!....first to get out of the game!xP coz we was playing an elimination game...but nevertheless we had fun...=D

anw, just curious...let me ask you all 1 question --- if u were the usher at that moment of time...then u realised that 1 of the guys inside a group did not bring his I/C or ez-link card (or even realised that he's under 16!)...would you close one eye and let him go pass? or vice versa, insist that he stayed outside? hahas. do give it a deep thought and state your answers and reasons @ my tagboard...just curious to see the replies...THANKS xD

最后一次 Lavigne

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆握住却并不容易
甚至由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你

a nice and touching song in my music playlist too...enjoy =)

j0shu@ =)

NEW SKIN!

2009-12-10T23:03:00.008+08:00

WOOHOO!NEW SKIN^^
hahas!if u all have pay some close attention...i've changed my blogskin! yippee! credits to SHYNA! the creator of this blog...and the revival of it too.hahas.can call her guru le.wanted to change coz the previous skin can't play songs @ every page...and there aren't any archive...and so 'shitty' too.hahas.

today woke up @ around 11...was awaken by my little cousin who came and stayed here...and my sister too! super noisy! but quite proud of myself...still can tahan till 11am then woke up. hahas.

went to co.had a few hours of sectional practice with the conductor.honestly saying, today's sectional can be said to be the most efficient lesson ever since i've joined SA. hahas. mr tan trained our diaphragm control and breathing techniques, by making us sustained a piece of tissue paper against a vertical wall using our breathe. cool man! didn't realise i am so 长气...can sustain for quite a while! *proud* after sectionals went back the room for combined practice...phew! today didn't commit much mistakes...hahas. after co, went for 清口班. lesson was quite interesting.hahas.

anw, digress abit, ytd night i dreamt... i dreamt that that night i would be leaving for taiwan...and that i haven't even packed my luggage!!!!! i was so kanjiong (anxious) and i kept running up and down my block...coz i kept forgetting to bring stuffs. it was SO realistic luh! then that time everyone was rushing me too...lolol! phew...fortunately it was just a dream...maybe i should start packing my luggage now le >.<''' tomorrow may be catching a movie! Couples Retreat (PRIORITY)? Zombieland? Storm Warriors?(saw some bad reviews though) or A Christmas Carol? hahas. depends ba. but tomorrow night still have to attend TZRCH. so cannot too late.hehe.
hahas! my dad, sister and cousin now outside screaming...coz they watching the 学警出更...then their emotions flow with it lor.hahas.damn funny.that's it for today! =)

刺猬温岚

最后一抹的微笑

在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终于丢掉
很彷徨很孤单是寂寞或
悲惨一个人该怎么办

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无
声黑暗心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧

像是刺猬般防范
伪装的勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上一片无
声黑暗心痛的大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还
傻刺猬的坚强全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏比傻瓜还傻
刺猬的坚强全都是假象哭吧

j0shu@ =)

basketball slam!

2009-12-09T20:24:00.018+08:00

Hello~here's some updates on ytd's night happenings before i proceed to today's (hehe!)

ytd night i went for a game of basketball at a court near my house with S.E.A.G.O. haha. it was all as normal, until ONE of us tried to pull the hook near hoop...wo wO WO! guess what happen next????hehe! the whole thing collapse! COLLAPSE! hahas! then the ONE who pulled the hook fell to the ground with the frame. phew...luckily nth serious happen to him except for some scratches at his neck...but 2 of our phones were crashed by the weights supporting the frame! 1 spoilt totally (LED cracked), while the other 1 got the keypad bent. best. all of us stunned there. then broke in laughters.what a whammy! then we lifted the whole frame up, and we pull it down again. stupid right? but cause we previously thought that it is balanced...then realised that it is not...so thought we could re-balance by adjusting the weights...then felt that its better to leave it. felt guilty...

it was all as normal, until ONE of us tried to pull the hook near hoop. wo wO WO!

haha.but from what i've heard...the other hoop at basketball court was down on the ground today too...coincidence?hahas...or maybe the I/C of the court didn't want us to play le, so might as well pull the other structure down? not sure...but definitely this incident will be in OUR mind. hahas.

okok!lets move to today's happenings. went for CO lor...9.30-12.30...nothing much. had sectionals today...slept for ard 30mins! hehe! then next week scheduled to have practices. when teacher in-charge ask for those who can't make it next week, yy and i raised our hands. then SOMEONE tried to test the validity of our reason-we said that we are going overseas for the whole of next week, though we are only leaving on tuesday night. zzz. lucky mdm hue nvr hear HER. if not i will kill her.hahas. we need time to prepare for our trip de ok!grrr...

After CO, yy and i went for lunch, and met up with anson and gerald @ bugis...coz anson wanna buy a bag. we walked around bugis junction, then moved to bugis street, then finally decided on one black Zinc backpack. was suan-ed by the shop attendant...don wanna elaborate more on that.hahas. then after which, we travelled to IRC for pool! wo wO WO! played for 2++ hours till 7+. enjoyed it =). after that, bus-ed home.

SIAN!!!!!!!!! tomorrow having CO again...1-5 i think. haiz...my days of youth were wasted on stupid CO...zzz...WANTED to go for movie marathon...but hais...no time...6 more days! 6 more days and off i am to taiwan! woohoo!!!!! ^^ anw, to make my post more interesting, decided to introduce a new song everyday. enjoy =）

　　　　　　哭过就好了　　　梁文音

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这麽做是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

j0shu@ =)

BACK...

2009-12-08T15:14:00.023+08:00

BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5 months le oh! and im back again. hahas. it was such a busy year for me. Recalling all the stuffs that took place...it was indeed a eventful year =)

Ever since i came to JC, the way the days were spent are so much different compared to the secondary school days. Of coz, studies are more hectic and exams/tests are more frequent... thus more time and effort have to be spent on it. well, this somehow trains me to better schedule my work and plan my days... to achieve a balance between studies (chemistry/physics/maths/generalpaper/chinese/projectwork/gsc...), and other involvements. HAHA. now i may say that i can cope with my studies, and feel that JC is soso...but when exam dates are around the corner,or when works are piling up...i will start to hate JC life again.hahas.

talking about school...i attended work shadowing @ cpf recently! it was so fruitful! hahas. first time in my life dressing up formally for work, with tie and long sleeved @ cbd and woodlands civic centre. its super cool! here's some random pictures taken during the work attachment =)

woodland call centre

CPF!!!!!

Benson...senior leader of call centre...and one of the model for CPF =)

our passes! ^^

our little gifts for the mentors =)

OUR MASTERPIECE!　Project assigned by the mentor. =)

Karine! officer in charge of our work attachment! =)

Now lets talk abt friends! hahas. should i be considered lucky or suay? get to know a bunch of lively 'monkeys' in my class! hahas! and they are not juz normal tree-climbing, bananas-eating monkeys...they are friendly ones! hahas. from what i can remember, till now which is a 1-year long period, there wasn't any great disputes in our class of 30! moreover, they really were a great and fun-loving pack of friends who shown care and concern towards our classmates who are in trouble...aren't i proud to have them! >.^

09s04 =)

Cca...same lor...still CO.hahas. no choice mahs...coz they need us xP. no lar...coz i don have any idea what other cca to join lor...so just go back to where i'm more comfortable with...though i kinda regret it now! hahas...dunno why la...but i don't really look forward to each practice:( and btw, i took grade 6 suona exam! hahas. guess what, on the eve of the exam, i juz managed to get a hang of 1 song, and as for the other song, i juz play through it once! ONCE leh! and on the morning of the exam, yy and i skipped lectures to 'prepare' for the exam...but in the end ya, we did prepare, not physically...but mentally. to face death. T.T then heck care lor, we juz bus-ed down to NUS for the exam...till now still haven't receive any news from NUS. i don carry much hope...either COP, or credit le...forget about merit or distinction T.T

as for ft...i really learnt alot this year...which is my first year as a jdy. from teaching banyuans, conducting after-tuition sharing session, planning lijie camps and llz, taking part in A or C camps, or even attending ddh...all these really taught me valuable lessons, and of which is definitely applicable in my life. lmcb.

llz

hahas. and i'm going taiwan again soon! 16-24/12! hahas! here's some photos from last year's trip there =)
the sceneries seems beautiful huh?hahas. this year will be more fun! will be going alone with friends! hahas!

ok...will stop all the stories telling...back to earth.hahas. today sian ah! woke up ard 11+! it's been such a longggggggggggggg time since i've woke up so late! hahas. 睡饱了.hehe. but nth to do...have to look after sister while mum go and work...that's y i have time to blog!hahas!tml go co again...sian. nvm...juz endure through a few more practices, and off i am to taiwan! jiayou joshua! you can do it! >.^ hahas.

that's all for today

j0shu@ =)

basketball =)

2009-07-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

basketball~.~

yoyoyo!hahas.damn tired now.back from night basketball.hahas.basketball rox! gee.but i prefer night bball rather than day ones...dunno y...maybe coz i often play in the night?gee. and also maybe coz at night the sun glare is absent.hahas.

went to play bball wif E.A.G. juz now.lolol.A was alr playing wif his frens there, then when E.G and i reached there, don feel like playing le-too packed.lolols.first game, played wif some foreigners aged ard 20+? lolol. guess what! haha, we were thrashed, again.zzz.but nvm, coz they were really strong.hahas. then after which, i joined A frens for a game...hmms, saw alot of psch frens though...hahas. overall were quite fun =)

FINALLY WATCHED FINISH SHOW ON CRUEL STAGE (can ku wu tai)!!!!!! lolol. actually i've watched some parts of it on youtube le...but coz now is from the dvd, it is much clearer.hahas.can feel the atmosphere there...gee =P.

die die die! i haven't retrieve my SGC yet! -.- the GO staff called me last month, then ytd my former teacher remind me again, thru facebook! hahas. i guess i haf to get it soon.....cannot procrastinate anymore...BUT IM RELLI LAZY.ZZZ.

hmmms, got back all CT results le...though quite disappointing, but yar, im consoled that it is still acceptable=) jiayou for MSA 2!hahas!

kk, gonna take a break le...so tired...hahas.post again, byes =D

sobs...

2009-07-15T20:52:00.003+08:00

CT;dead.

die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die~~~
hahas. die le luhs! though currently did not fail any subjects...but aiyah, was quite acceptable...except for my chem!!!! D T.T i understand that D was considered ok le, but i expect a B or C after chionging the week before ( i really work hard!) hahas. lolol. but suan le la, 期望越高，失望越大...muz learn from andryl. when i asked him whether he's satisfied with his current results (chem B/C, physics B, chinese & maths not sure), he replied yes...coz he did not aim high; he just aim for a total rank points of > 35. lolol. in that case, then i should be quite happy le =) hahas.

CO performance ytd night.hahas.guess what? coz we performed 2 songs, then i played dizi for the first, and suona for the latter one! hahas! coz the dizi only one present...so i haf to 牺牲 suona, leaving yy to solo. woohoo!hahas.then we 'zao sia' in the end of 2nd song! ok. not we, is i.hahas. reached home at 11.30pm ytd.shagged.

today was feeling so tired the whole day round...then when reached home, slept from 4-8pm...cool! but now still feel like sleeping...xP. kk, haf to go and do some final touch-up for my EoM draft one le...cya! =)

CT's over!

2009-07-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

CT OVER!

HAHAS!finally done! phew...was so nervous ytd night during this time...coz was busy preparing for today's 3 hour of GSC (general studies in chinese) paper (8-11) and maths paper (12-2)!

gsc was ok...but aiyah...the results cannot be predicted larh...and maths was somehow better than expected (maybe coz i expects the worst) , though i know i won't fare really well...

monday's chem and tues's physics were a total flop-up. were so panic in rushing for time that i feel that i've misunderstood certain questions T.T ....and all my As gone for good...both chem and phy alr haf 10+, 20 marks deducted off either due to mistakes or blanks...T.T...

though CT's over...PROMOS COMING. zzz. 10 weeks later. i guess i will do relatively badly then...since CT we haf 1 month to prepare ( though i wasted the first 3 weeks) and promos we haf only a 1 week break before! die. haf to ignite that passion for studies le...haix.

O level days. i'm back.

back!

2009-06-22T18:15:00.005+08:00

hi!!!!!im back!!!!!

hahas!long time nvr post liao!gee...was so so so so busy man!hahs!

Feb: starts JC life...

March: MSA and JC life...

April: JC life...

May:JC life, SYF & Class Tests...

June: HOLIDAYS! --- PW, A camp, B camp, MOVIES! (ghosts of girlfriend past; terminator salvation; drag me to hell...)

hahas.yea...above is a summarised version of my past months' encounter.hahas.

alot of things happened too...but juz too much to be mentioned...so lets juz skip it!hahas.

haiz...after holidays immediately is COMMON TEST LE!....havent study anything yet...and guess wad?next week is the exams! *clap clap* cant help but to feel so 'proud' of myself...lols!

and yeaps! time passes real fast! half year gone! left wif 1 yr plus to the end of JC days! woohoo!hahas! JC life is all abt studies...lectures...tutorials...homeworks...*headache*

HOPE HOLIDAYS WILL BE EXTENDED!!!!!!!!!WAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

lols.and yeah...tats all folks!...gtg for dinner! and perhaps basketball after that...gee...cya! ^^

S.A.I.N.T.!

2009-02-03T18:50:00.003+08:00

S.A.I.N.T.!hahas xD
hahas!SRY!for not posting for the past few days.hehe.coz on fri and sat was involved in crowd control of chingay..sun was slping early for the next day,which is the first day of jc....and ytd coz was realli tired when i reached home.hahas.so now gt time lor.hahas.and ya...guess im kinda updating the blog weekly liaos...coz i guess when i reached home,i will be damn beat.so,every sat then update lor.or if in between gt time,then will i update le.hahas.

friday,and saturday...
went for chingay.lols.friday was the rehearsal,and sat was the actual thing,lols.friday reached there,and immediately slot in the chingay shirt on top of our polo tees...kinda weird...or shld i say,special.unique.xD.then mark came on sat...coz yy's parents did nt go on sat as they hav something on.lols.
overall was quite fun lar...directing the buses.lols.then also encounter impatient drivers...who insist on going into the chingay holding area,although we told them it was jamming inside.lols.so some of them 'ti ki'(stubborn),then drive in lor.lols.then chased out by traffic police and hav to make a U-turn and once again,back to our check point.hahas.'orbi quek'.xD.
and yar,the traffic police,a seageant, at our station was quite friendly too...joking around wif us from times to times.hahas.but gt another botak police was kinda unfriendly.lols.then gt one occasion,whereby the tz told me"allow p1234 in."lols.then i was veri tired then.and thought tat car plate no. p1234 is allowed in.but no lor,its the buses with bus card number p1,p2,p3,p4 can go in.zzz.coz i asked the policemen,then they mocked at mi.zzz.then stupid yy was laughing at the side.T.T.

sunday...
went to bai nian wif qsn to dz houz,fdz houz,yl ftz and fyy tz houz.hahas.then at fyy tz houz was so so luan,and even gt a small incident,but nth serious,fortunately.lols.then after tat heidi came to my houz for tuition,then hence i nvr went to tianhui.lols.then slept around 11 that night,after watching '武林大道'=D

monday...
lolz.woke up at around 6.then rode bike all the way to the bus stop opp bpcc for 966.lolz.the frequency of bus is around 10mins.but the bus is all packed...from students of cjc ,sajc and working adults.lols.was in og11,and quite high lar.lols.nt so on monday lor.coz i was realli quiet,dunnoe why.mayb they were all communicating in english...and im used to chinese...so was quiet lar...and also made a few frens.lolz.the orientation programmes was nt bad.gt mass dance,station games,and so on.

tuesday...
was alot better than monday...coz monday i was realli veri tired.then managed to click well wif my og.hahas.then today hav wet games mahs.so fun lor.also gt mass dance too.hahas.there's oso subjects talk lor.lols.now i hav to decide between taking H1 general studies in chinese(GSC) or H1 economics.haix.in terms of interest,of course its GSC.but in terms of usefulness for my future persuits...it seems to be economics.lolz.kinda confused.haix...although my H2 subjects of M.C.P. is confirmed.how?by thursday muz decide liaos.so rushing lor.hate to make decisions.zzz.

lolz.around 7.30pm now.veri tired lers.dunnoe why.ytd slept around 9.30pm...then the next morning was still yawning away.zzz.yy too.lolz.perhaps coz im used to sleeping late in the holidays...and i guess it requires time to alter my sleeping habits.lolz.hmm...guess tats all for today bahs...tml going for amazing race!shiok shiok!around singapore.hehe.yy say gt go to town areas too.hahas.and ya,tats all folks!cya!~~xD

2009-01-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

黑皮牛耳！黑皮牛耳！xD

haha.a veri veri happy chinese new year to everyone and anyone!hahas!although it may comes abit late...hehe.coz too lazy and tired to post,then today gt loads of time...then jiu post lor!hehe.okok.below are my encounters in 除夕，初一，初二 and 初三.xD

除夕...
haha,at home whole day lor.help to do some housechores...then watch tv and use com lor.same routine everyday.haha.then at night watch tv,ate steamboat dinner and started the 庆祝.lols.funny sia.during the intervals between the 庆祝,my houz gt fighting show sia...live lehs!hahas.my sis's fren,a p3 guy punched a p1 in his face.lolz.then the p1 cry out lar.lolz.can notice the 'orh-ceh' in his face sia.haha.then the p1's mum stood up,as if going to scold the p3,who faster explained that the p1 hit him first.haha.then the p1's mum hit the p1 in his bums,hardly.lolz.siao liao.cry more.haha.but children are children la,awhile later he's thre playing again.haha.then again,he cried.lolz.this time is because his smaller bro,around k1,pushed him.haha.then when landed his bum on the floor,he was still smiling...then suddenly his face started to cry.haha.his change of emotions is like damn comical.haha.i was 偷笑-ing lar.haha.then jiu ok liao lor.haha....really admire the children...they can forgiv and forget so easily.if onli teens or adults can do tat,thre will be peace lor.hahas.
after tat,道亲all went home...then i slept around 2+,3.lolz.

初一...
was so so so damn tired when i woke up.zzz.nt because i slept late...but bcoz i woke up at 6.zzz.coz hav to perform at tg mahs.haha.then yy and i 'lompang' heidi's dad car to tg lor.reached thre around 6.45~7.lolz.then set up the chairs and 谱架.lols.suona's performance sucks.lol.i was off the pitch for my solo part,then attracted alot attention lor.T.T.but the second time was better.much much better.at least i didnt go too off the pitch.hahas.after performing,met up wif anson and gerald lor.haha.then went out of tg and loiter around tg.lolz.then jiu take bus home liaos.was veri tired when i reached home liao.so took a nap,while waiting for my 表姐们的family to come for steamboat lunch.lolz.was awoken by the noise.haha.saw baby 智阳and baby 欣慧.haha.so cute lar!Ahhhhh!hahas!then my mum's表妹,who's my 阿姨,oso brought her baby son along.haha.baby boom!xD!busy carrying here,and 'ahgugu-ing' there.hahas.then also alot of children of my sis age lar.ran here ran there.hahas,lyk playground.haha.then i was the eldest child there.hahas.after tat when they went home,mu tang came our houz,haha.then went to anson's houz for steamboat together lor.haha.steamboat again.lolz.went home after tat.:D

初二...
slept till 10+.then ate lunch at home b4 starting going around to 拜年a.k.a.,collection of ang bao.hahas.then first stop went to my dad's big aunt houz.lolz.she's getting senile liao...then was hard of hearing,haha.then we was outside shouting and trying to get her attention,while she was hanging clothes at the balcony.haha.then finally when she stepped into the living room then saw us.haha.after tt went to fetch my mum's 表姐,and his husband and chiong all the way down to punggol,the other end of singapore.lolz.reached my mum's姑妈houz,whom i addressed her as changi ahma,coz she stayed at changi last time.hahas.i called her tat since young,hahas.then chanced upon my mum's 表哥and his wife down there.lolz.then my mum,as usual,was the chatterbox of the grp.lolz.then mum's another 表姐,and her mum,who's also my mum's 姑妈reached there within awhile.hahas.so 乱rite?i managed to sort it out after years.hehe.*proud*.after tat went to jurong west,dad's 四婶 houz....then after tat jiu went down to grandpa houz,follow by mu tang house for yet,another steamboat meal.so sick of it.zzz.then went home lor.hahas...watched 济公and 娱乐百分百till 3+.hahas.

初三...
slept till 11+.lolz.gerald video-called mi at 10+.zzz.for fun.hahas.after waking up,went for lunch,download some songs,and went off for work.lolz.started work around 3+,then end at 5+.lolz.2hrs.hahas.didnt do much lor.插花,and set up shelves lor.hahas.coz tml lot one courts going to open for business le mahs...so 该做的已经做了，不该做的也做了.hahas.tml nt working...but friday hav to chiong down to tampines megastore,again.lolz.2pm start lar...but i doubt yy and i will b working...coz we are taking part in the crowd control of the chingay festival.hahas.for fri night and sat night.lolz.cool man!we even got the chingay tees.hahas.hmms...tats all for these few days bahs...will update when im free and un-lazy again.hahas.cya!xDxD...and once again,a veri happy 牛 year!xDxD

home sweet home!tired

2009-01-23T23:35:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!亲爱的！我回来了！hehe~~~psps...so long nvr post....gt reason de hor!coz monday,tues and wed was realli tired, thurs at chalet liaos...today then blog lors.hahas.okok.i shall then narrate my days' happenings below.pay attention!xD

monday and tuesday...
was working lors.haha.work for few hours nia.then pity my other colleagues who lived at tampines area...coz they hav to rush all e way down to lot one...then slack thre...sit and chat...then maybe help unwrapped some furnitures...then go home liaos.hahas.work around 3 hrs nia.shiok shiok!hahas.

wednesday...
was the same as mon and tues lar...but after work we went to watch 家有喜事...(forget if its tues or wed liaos...but i noe it was the day before the official showing of the show).haha.watch wif 2 of my colleagues.lolz.the show was okok lor...although thres diff opinion from yy and jeff.lols.but aiyah...its still better then"the day the earth stood still"...lolz.tats totally a waste of money lar...i dun even remember wads the show abt sia.zzz.then tat night suddenly got some problems regarding the chalet occurred.lolz.but nth much lar.hahas.

thursday...
hahas.went to work lor.same same.start at 1pm.lols.then actually all these days veri fun...but i rmb tis incident.haha.coz we stable-lised a broom,such tat it will stand on it own.hahas.then there's tis sharp end of the broom.then jeff tried to 飞跳 over the broom,then alamak,the sharp end scratched his body,starting from the chest area to the stomach area.lols.then he dun realli feel anything...until he went to change his clothes.hahas.then the whole scratch veri 有线条...hahas.like artistic work sia.xP.hmmms,after tat chiong down to chalet lors.so long lar.stand until my leg veri sour...then forget bring sweets along...xP.then at chalet quite fun lar.barbecue lors.all same pple from the last chalet,except for a few more such as erica,hweelee,rachel,kiatni,angela and priscilla.hahas.then most importantly,i learned to play mahjong thre lehs!yippee!nxt time watch those mahjong shows on tv i finally can understand liaos....then now learn oso quite heng...coz new year around the corner!hahas.but i dun bet.lolz.then during chalet i played continuously for 8 hrs leh!hahas.i 玩通宵leh!lolz.then slp for less then 4 hrs nia.lolz.after tat chiong home lor.realli veri super duper ultra mega kilo giga tired le.then hav to report for work at 3pm mahs,then hav to leave home by 2.30.lolz.but i slept all the way to 2.45.lols.if yy nvr call my home,mayb i juz wake up now nia.lols.then wake up le blur blur de...then chalet lyk veri long ago liaos.hahas.then went to work lor.

friday(working part)...
reached thre around 3.15.lolz.then thought we late le,but lucky haven start work yet.haha.and today shiok-er then the previous few days at lot one le.hahas.coz courts still yet to open mahs,so its being covered by borders,while renovation work is carrying out within the border.lolz.the previous few days inside is veri warm and hav smell of glue lor.lolz.then today got air-con lehs!then we thought it will b still as warm,then most of us 'geh kiang',wore shorts instead of pants.lolz.in the end felt veri cold lors.lols.haha.then today was the 2nd day in my past 1+month of working life,tat i work past 10pm.lols.the first time was the first day of work.lols.today realli move alot of things lor...make mi so weary.or nope,mayb becoz im already veri exhausted in the first place,so now is juz in addition of it.hahas.then reached home at around 11pm.lols.now veri tired sia.can juz switch off anytime lors.but bo bian...i wan watch 娱乐百分百first.hahas.

tats all for today barhs...hmm,will paused working due to cny..but mayb continuing on wed...see whether i free or not lors.lols.hmm,cya folks!xD

"thanks to u"...zzz.

2009-01-18T23:17:00.002+08:00

"thanks to u"...zzz.

yoyoyo...你们期待已久的joshua又回来了!xDxD
hahs.hmms.whre shld i start lehs?gee...lets start from 17/1 好吗？"好！"hehe...kinda feel quite lame liaos.T.T.hahas.

aiyoyo.was realli super duper bored on sat lors.rot at home.but lucky mum lor.haix.she....she....haiz.she got such a wonderful 儿子to help her do housechores.lucky her.then after tat use com lors.use until now....hehe.jkjk....erm.then after tat jiu night liaos.watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜。。。so pretty sia...inside got my ideal gf...*wipe saliva'.hehe.

today morning went to qsn.lols.hahas.gt 状况发生。coz i was teaching heidi halfway,then suddenly lishan say she take over me,while i go teach the guys.lols.siao liao.coz heidi and i make a deal tat,onli when i teach then will she come.sia lar.i "潜意识失控"...haix."假如你还在这里"就好...hehe.(pro rite!narrating own story still can add songs name.cant help but to admire myself.xP).then lucky i 果断应付状况，再加上我使出浑身解数and"拿手绝活".lols.but still cant solve tis problem.hehe.*headache*.then heidi started saying "thanks to you" infront of mi...make mi so guilty...zzz.then if i insist to teach oso cannot mahs...its better to be 乾坤分班...so bo bian lor.haix.after tat heidi realli hooked in saying tat 3 words.hahas.but heng lar.first few time she said tat,realli make mi feel realli guilty.after tat,totally no effect liao.hehe.attack missed!blehs.but aiyah,sincerely sorry lar...coz i dont expect tat to happen...lolz.

after qsn went to pasir panjang to replenish our fridge.lols.aw...hungry fridge...here's some food for u!ah guci guci guci...hehehe.after that went to YDCO.lols.dad fetch yy and i thre.lols.went to library for awhile before going in.lol.we thought still early...wth.when we reached thre,everybodie thre liaos.lols.like waiting for us......actually correct lar.coz we 大牌.hehe.(jkjkxP).then sia lar...we thought we no need to play mostly for all the 10 songs..then during briefing,then realise only one song no need to play.zzz.lols.mati.hahas.

after tat went to eat dinner.lols.while serving the rice,the ftz said this softly"如果够了就叫我停." then i cant hear wad she say clearly lor.then the next moment my whole plate so full lar...i so nervous lor,then faster kinda shout"够了够了！"...then ftz abit shock.hehe.then i took a long long time finishing my food while yy keep joking around wif mi.lols.almost make mi choke.君子报仇，十年未晚！one day i will oso joke wif u when u eating de.敬请期待!hehe.

went home...so 'fortunate'...took the same bus wif heidi and her sis.hahas.jkjk lar.then coz yy and i bought some snacks and drink,then went his house thre de playground slowly savour...while chattin.lols.hmm...reached home around 9.30...lols.tats all bahs...and ya...yea!tml no need to chiong down to tampines to work liaos.coz tml working at lot one.shiok shiok!hehes!errrr....tats all for today folks!xDxD

i <3 my work!xD

2009-01-16T00:11:00.011+08:00

i love my work!xDxD

hahas.i realise im getting lazy to blog liaos.hahas.actually plan to blog everyday de...then now drag until 2 days once liaos.hahas.actually today oso nt planning to blog de,but coz while waiting for pri sch fren to blog finish before starting the discussion on chalet,i've realli nth to do,so might as well come blog lors.hahas.

hmm,lets start from the day b4,which is 14th.hmm,tat day was working lor.nth much lar.wad did i do ar???let mi recap...hmms...die le lar!forget le!hahas.since i've forgotten,then there muz had been realli nth interesting or big happen lor.hahas.

lets move on to the 15th!hahs.sian le lar.i forget to extend my ez-link card,then now it changed to adult fare liao=.= same as yy,zzz.then nw my turn forgot to tap after alighting bus 168.zzz.deduct $1.80 sia...lols.then today was realli the slackiest working day lor.haha.coz we reached thre at 11,then arranged the dining sets on display tables,then went to pantry,and waited till 12.lols.then chit chat,then fill in time-sheet.haha.then jiu lunch liao.haha.until 1.30.we makan finished le jiu go slack.haha.almost fell asleep sia.coz our cleverly-hidden slacking corner too comfortable le.haha.then after tat went to pantry again.waited,till around 2.15.then jiu go unwrap and wrap some carpets...then between got drag lor.then jiu go home le.haha.amazing lar.haha.thn jiu go home lor.haha.on 187 saw pple feedin breast milk sia.actually i dunnoe de,then suddenly saw the baby on tat 'milk sucking' position,then noe le.haha.i veri paiseh sia.although nvr saw anything 'unsee-nable',but still feel uncomfortable.then in addition,coz im sitting on those seats facing each others de,then the lady infront nvr zip her jeans sia.again.make me more paiseh.(although i oso nvr saw anything unsee-nable).lols.then i dun dare anyhow look sia,can onli look out of window.zzz.the lady nt shy,i shy lehs!pple still young mahs.xP.hahas.after tat jiu head home loh.hahas.hmm...tats all for today bahs,,and ya,im going for AJC!!!!!!!!xDXD

ong bak!

2009-01-13T22:11:00.002+08:00

ong bak!

hahas.this post is to update more on today's event.haha.yar.i said i was going for red cliff 2 rite?hahas.coz the show starts at 4,then i leave house at 3.35 lehs.hahas.then walk to the bus stop already 3.40 le.and when i realli boarded the bus,3.50 liao.jialat.need 15 mins to reach west mall lehs.then even later sia.when i alight the bus already 4.10 liaos.then dash up to cinema 4.15.hahas.yy waited for 10-15 mins.hahas.psps.then bo bian lor,cannot catch red cliff.hahas,then catch ong bak at 5.15 lor.went to eat while chatting.hahas.hmm...then after tat went to catch ong bak!xD

haha.wad my working frens said are totally true.tony jaa onli excel in being an actor,and nt a director.lolz.we didnt noe it was NC16 lor.then saw those bloody scenes,then realise that.hahas.the storyline was realli weak.lols.the most ironic part is the last part.they said the lead actor died le,then suddenly saw him again.zz.dun get it at all.hahas.nt onli yy and i.around the cinema can hear discussions and questions such as "huh?i don't get it!" and so on.hahas.then after tat went home lor.and ya,we decided to go for anderson jc le,although its far....but aiyah.1 hr to 1 hr fro nia.heck care lar.take it as a sacrifice for my future lor.hahas.

now this paragraph is for gladys de,coz she 'specially' set aside one paragraph to wish me good luck.lols.thx alot hor!hahas.and ya,own u de thing will return u de.rest assured,coz 君子一言，驷马难追！hehe.especially lyk me,a perfect 君子.hahas.hmm...well,realli thx lar.hahas.

tats all folks!tmr gt work.sian sian.hahas.cya!

AJC next?????????????

2009-01-13T14:24:00.005+08:00

hi folks!im back and still kicking alive!xD

yippee!the huge stone tat weighs heavily on my chest is finally off!phew!wad a relief!thk god.if wan mi to tahan another 1 month before getting the results,i confirm lied in the coffin le.hahas.jkjking lar.but realli lor,the tahaning process is realli untahanable.haha.especially when u stepped into the school...wth.can already feel the tense atmosphere lers.can 'smell' stress.hahas.didnt blog ytd,coz was busy deciding whre to go after secondary schools.hahas.

ytd was realli a day of life and death lar.zzz.actually i planned to slp until 12pm then wake up de(as usual),but sia larh.i 9.40am is already wide awake.zzz.can see how kanjiong i am.lolz.then i turn and toss and try to make myself slp lar,then around 11 then get off my dear bed.lols.was nt realli tat anxious nor nervous at home,coz the day before i had enuff lers,and i had already prepared for the worst.haha.then went to meet yewcheng at 1.10pm,then took lrt and meet zizhen at 1.25pm at bp interchange.hahas.by right,we shld take 180 to sch,but the 3 of us don want reach sch so early mahs,later veri nervous thre,so we took 176 and take a detour lor.haha.my phone sot liao.onli when in the bus,then all the sms-es tat pple sent mi this mroning reach my phone.zzz.hahas,then in the bus starts to kanjiong liaos.reached sch at 1.55.haha.then settled down in the sch hall at 2pm sharp.haha.then waaa,veri nervous lor,then can see my frens around all also kept quiet and some even shaking.hhas.

in the beginning,was a 10mins talk by an alumni,to persuade us to join the alumni grp of bbss.lols.then still say alot crap lar.at tat pt of time,u tell me these i oso wont pay attention de lar.lolz.then mrs kee comes up and say abt e overall results we hav achieved for 2008.lolz.compared to 2007 batch,we seems quite bad lar.haha.although mrs kee may be smiling,but can sense tat she's disappointed.lols.bo bian lar.coz we 1st batch of the new syllabus mahs.haha.cannot refer much from our seniors.hahas.

after tat she begin introducing the 6,7 and 8-distinctions scorers le.haha.when she finished saying the pple achieving 6As,i was so disappointed lar.coz i expect my name to be up thre.lols.then was realli realli upset.lols.then follow by 7 distinctions.haha.i thought maybe,maybe lar,i get 7As lehs?then suddenly a small glimpse of hope lit up.then in e blink of an eye,7As scorers list had finished introducing.zzz.then i totally felt helpless.lols.then worst of all,saw yihan,zizhen and munkit name up there.realli felt crestfallen.lols.and ya,to the 8As lor.i nvr take subject how to score 8As?zzz.i thought i realli no hope le.then when queuing to get results,totally felt veri depressed.and cynthia,gladys they all stand there waiting to see my results.i scared later i will 献丑.lols.then after getting results,i was like omg.lols~felt realli realli happy lar~didn't noe i could achieve such results.lols!i manage to hit my target leh!coz 2 days ago, yy was asking me wad is my targeted L1R5.lols.then i anyhow say lor,and at that time i noe i wont hit it de lar.then its lyk i realli cant believe it lor!i thought i was dreaming.hhahhas.called my parents and they seems quite happy.haha.

then after tat went to co to take a look at their current standard.lols.then went home le.hahas.keep receiving alot of smses and calls regardin results.lolz.hmmm,tats all for ytd barhs.lols.

then as for today lehs,realli slept till 11+,12 le.hahas.then dyed my hair brown.lols.coz yy and i mentioned tat,if we get satisfied results,i dye my hair brown,and he reborn his hair;then if get disappointing results,i dye my hair blue,and he cut botak.hahas.then now while using com,oso waiting for him to finish reborning at his grandma house.lolz.after tat go watch red cliff2.haha.finally.hahas.hmmm,tats all for today barhs.dont think will hav any big happenings tonight.haha.if hav,tml then blog lor.hahas.hmmm...tats all folks bah!cya!xDxD

O lvls....DIE!

2009-01-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

DIE LIAO LARHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jialat jialat!O level results releasing in less then 15 hrsT.T...now heart beating veri fast*thomp thomp*...time realli flies larh!O levels exams was lyk ytd nia....then today take results liao.wth.

remember a few days ago,i once had a dream on my results?zzz.actually i don realli put tat in mind de,but now hor,it realli matters sia!how!if i realli get tat results,i realli cry arh!but dunno if yew cheng said tat to consol mi anot,he said dreams are MOST LIKELY the opposite of reality.but,tat 'MOST LIKELY' realli weighs down heavily on my heart sia.

haix.lets nt talk abt tat stressing results anymore.well.sry for nt posting for ytd.hahas.coz ytd realli nth to post abt.lolz.but if u wan noe,then i say lor.quite bored de.i woke up at around 12,then use com,watch tv,eat lunch,bath...until 5+.then actually plan to go watch red cliff 2 wif yy,but both too lazy to come out,so mayb tml after results then go watch lor.but most probably i don hav the feeling and mood to watch liao.lolz.aiyo~!why come back to O levels again?zzz.hmm,then ya,slack until 5+,then dunno wad to do again.yy tell mi go slp.then i slp lor.haha.slp until 7.wake up,eat dinner,bath,then go xu tz houz xie en.lols.then reach home around 10,then watch tv till 2 then slp.haha.

lets move on to today.lolz.actually BY RIGHT,muz reach qsn by 9am.but hor,my alarm put 8.40am,then let it snooooooooze,until 8.50.siao liao.faster wake my sis up,then bath liao,nvr eat breakfast jiu chiong out.phew,at least reach before 9.30am.haha.then on e way saw gerald.then he told mi yy and anson went out earlier then him,but both reached later then us.muz be lost barhs.hahas.then tuition veri 乱,oso because the space crammer then previous de fo tang,then new place mahs,all dunnoe whre to sit and so on.hahas.then taught sec 4 and sec5.hha.but seems like heidi done most of the teaching.hahas.
after tat go wash face lor.lolz.$50 leh!zzz.but around 2 hr,quite worth lar.lols.then haha.actually YDCO starts at 4.30pm,then i washed face until 5 lehs!zzz.the lady told mi 1 hr plus jiu finish liao.zzz.i started at 2.30pm k!then total took 2hr 30 mins!zzz.then oso veri pain when she squeezed out the pimples.lolz.~blood~.hahas.after tat faster chiong home,then called dad to fetch us thre.hahas.thks alot dad!he chiong down from orchard.hahas.then we reach thre around 5.30pm.fast huh?bukit panjang to bukit merah lehs!siao siao!F1 racing!hahas.then at thre usual routine lor,practice songs,but this time is for CNY performance de.lolz.then after tat nvr eat dinner jiu zao,then went to buy lays instead.haha.then while waiting at bus stop,suddenly saw hweewen standing infront.shocked sia.haha.then noe tat her dad wanted to 顺便 fetch us home.hahas.then make it in time for my house de 谢恩.haha.then oso received calls from alot of frens lar.make mi veri stressed.but one of the calls de conversation makes mi relax abit.ABIT ONLI!zzz.haha.then now i am,sitting infront of my acer com,blogging so as to wear down myself,then tonight can 舒舒服服de orh orh.hahas.and ya...tats all for today barhs.thks for all those encouraging smses and calls dudes!and all the best to all sec 4s for their Os results tml!xDxD

felicia chin!!!!!!!^^

2009-01-09T22:02:00.006+08:00

FELICIA CHIN!!!!!!!!!!^^

hahas!today saw felicia 陈静萱,bryan 黄渌江,adrian pang,patricia 莫小玲,and 潘玲玲at tampines giant megastore lehs!hahas!coz our working place,tampines courts megastore,juz situated one street away from giant mahs,then all thks to yy larhs!coz we brought packed lunch,then ater tat yy wanna eat chocolates,then accompany him go giant buy lor.then so 准,those celebrities oso thre filming a chinese new year giant show,forget wad name lers.haha.felicia chin so pretty lor...hahas.then when we saw her,she's actually taller then yy lehs!hahas.so tall lar.but still equal or shorter then mi xP.patricia oso around same height as felicia.haha.then bryan and adrian tall and fit sia.can see adrian's muscles bulging out.haha.but yy and i onli focus on felicia lar...e rest is 凑巧noticed dao de.hahas.

ok....let mi share my day again.hahas.set phone alarm at 8.42am and 8.45am...but i slp until 9am then jump out.hahas.coz i 约yy at 9.15am,then need 5 mins to reach e bustop,so left wif 10 mins to prepare lehs!hahas.kanjiong spider sia.then bath le,take lunch ler,then juz chiong out.zzz.around halfway then realise i nvr bring phone.zzz.chiong back again...简直是浪费我青春嘛！hahas.phew...lucky sia,nvr late for work.haha.and yar,was watching little nyonya via tv mobile in the sbs bus.haha.大结局encore.haha.quite nice larh.hmm...wad else ar?errrrr....oh ya!yy so 可怜....dunnoe why his bus pass now charged him adult fares.hahas.lucky mine's nt.mayb my card lyk me,still young.hehe.xP.then for e trip to and fro to work,i juz cost $1.60,then he coz $5+ lehs!hahas.只可以以同情的眼神看着他了。。。hahas.

then start working around 11+am...everytime lyk tat de.they tell us reach at 10.30am,then delay delay,11+ then start working.lolz.nt bad lar,can slack.hahas.lolz.today nt realli tiring lar,coz nvr move sofas or bedframes.haha.but gt move a realli huge partition...5 pple used to move it lehs.hahas.then below it accumulated lots and lots of dust sia.zzz.then got once,we accidentally slammed it down to the floor,then sia lar,as if gt dry ice or wad sia,got those blurred effects...coz the dust any-o-how fly...zzz.then hav to move 3 of such partition.lols.the first try was quite tough,then after tat 轻而易举le.hahas.then after tat go lunch lor.and saw those celebs(mentioned above).lols.after tat come back,wrap decorating items.lolz.then kenny(supervisor) and terrence(asst.supervisor),mayb gt something on,then they leave around 4.hahas.then they tell us to refer to yy with respect to the wrapping process.hahas.then yy shocked sia.coz he oso blur blur de.then he keep calling kenny to ask him here,ask him there.hahas.then in the end we around 6 then leave.hahas.while wrapping,we were chit-chatting mahs.tats why so slow.hahas.hmm,after tat jiu head home lor....

hmms...tats all for today barhs.hahas.dunnoe whether i shld watch 娱乐百分百 anot lehs...heidi say quite bored...but aiyah,she say bored doesn't mean i think so mahs.hahas.moreover tmr i nvr work,so can slp and wake up later.hhahhas.
O levels results comin le lehs...3 more days nia*tense*.lolz.i had a shock sia.ytd night i dreamt in my Os result slip,my first 4 subject on the slip get D7,then e rest get B3,A2 and B4 sia.i dunnoe wad subject,but sia lar,i damn scared when i woke up sia.lolz.i hope it won't happen sia.*pray*,if realli lyk tat,i realli sad diao lor.zzz.hahas.

hmm...tats all for today folks!and ya,tml mayb going to watch red cliff wif yy.hahas.xDxD.byes!~~~

chalet stress

2009-01-08T21:44:00.003+08:00

chalet stress...
u guys out thre!don ever take a chalet for granted hor!zzz...
today woke up at around 12.lols.then eat le shaoxiang le,then go online.lols.i thought today will be a boring day.who noes?sylvia suddenly tell mi she can book e chalet for 6-honesty '03 classmates.lols.actually we around 1 mth before already planned le,but gt 2 problem after we planned---1)our expected chalet date is 12-14/1,but 12/1 need to receive results,so cannot lor.2)either nobodie's parents got the NTUC membership card,or they are nt free,so cannot lor.hence,chalet 12-14/1 is off.then today suddenly sylvia tell mi her parents can book tis sunday,coz she oso wan book for her secondary sch class.lols.wad a shock sia.everyone thought off liaos.then suddenly out of nowhere tell me she can book.lols.then rachel and i call everyone on the contact list,and alot of them hav to depends on their Os results,so cannot confirm.lol.however around 15 can make it then.all was going well,then from 8pm onwards,the nightmare begins.nicholas suddenly tell mi he cant fork out the $,and IN ADDITION,he cant attend the chalet.lols.then awhile later,chongxian,priscilla,germin,eeleng hianwee and christine say they cant attend.zzz.the onli news tats worth listening to is tat erica and kaiwen can make it.lols.wad a joke lar.now i totally nt looking forward to the chalet liaos.the last chalet,oso these few pple go nia.lols.dunnoe whether to cancel it off anot.but if i cancel now,hav to contact the 13 who can go.lols.*headache*lucky i got take a nap from 6-8pm juz now.lols.if nt around 3/5 days from today de morning,i 出殡liaos.zzz.
kk.lets nt talk abt the chalet thing again.lols.aniwae,juz now while msn-ing wif heidi,suddenly a joke i heard from my working frens came to me.lols.they say tat their fren can '钓水'(summoned pple)to a number of 1000+.lols.1000+ pple lehs!hahas.when i first heard it,cannot believe sia.then they tell mi coz their fren press the fire alarm button in their secondary sch.hahas.then their sch de teachers faster gather everyone down,and their fren de face turn pale white.hahas.lucky nvr catch him,if nt he die ar.hahas.lols.hmm...tats all for today barhs.hahas.i saw a long long quiz at hweewen blog.so i copy and do lor.hear tat hweewen spent 2 days on it.hahas.anyway folks,tats all for my post today.xDxD

+ date: 8th january 2009
+ name: joshua teo
+ age: 16
+ birthday: 1st may 1992
+ school: Bukit Batok Sec
+ email: josh_athena@hotmail.com
+ eyes: Black
+ hair: Black
+ height: 170
+ shoe size: 42
+ who lives with you: family?
+ when is your bedtime: not fixed
*HAVE YOU EVER...
+ flown on a plane: yupps
+ ever been so drunk you blacked out: Nope
+ missed school because it was raining: Nope
+ told a guy/girl that you liked them: yea
+ put a body part on fire for amusement: zzz.NO!
+ had a crush on a friend's girlfriend/boyfriend: NO bahs .
+ been hurt emotionally: Yes.
+ kept a secret from everyone: dunnoe?
+ had an imaginary friend: zzz.NO
+ wanted to hook up with a friend: No
+ cried during a movie: nt realli cry lar,juz weepingxD
+ been on stage: Ya.
+ cut your hair: duh?
+ had a crush on a teacher: no larz
*FAVOURITE
+ shampoo: nice ones lor
+ fave colour: White, pink,sky blue, lime green
+ day/night: night
+ summer/winter: Winter.
+ lace/satin: wads satin?
+ fave movie: dunnoe lehs
+ fave drink: alot...
+ person to talk to face to face: dunnoe
+ person to talk to on the phone:yea, alot
+ person to talk to online: Dont know ehs.
*RIGHT NOW YOU ARE...
+ wearing: black white stripes t-shirt
+ eating: nth
+ drinking: nth
+ listening to: 酸甜
*HAVE YOU ... IN THE LAST 24 HOURS?
+ cried: No.
+ worn jeans: No.
+ met someone new online: nope
+ done laundry: No.
+ drove a car: zzz.no.
+ talked on the phone: Yes.
*DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
+ yourself: yea
+ your friends: good frens
+ tooth fairy: nope
+ destiny/fate: soso.
+angels: 90%.
+ ghosts: 100%
+ UFOs: nah
+ God: Yea!
*FRIENDS & LIFE
+ do you ever wish you had another name?: nope
+ do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nope
+ do you like anyone?: of coz!xD
+ which one of your friend acts the most like you? dunnoe lehs.
+ who have you known the longest of your friends? hehe.dunnoe lehs.xP
+ who's the loudest? hmm..dunnoe.
+ are you close to any family members? all except for small sis.lols
+ who do you go for stuff?wad stuff?
+ who do you hang around the most? yy
+ what's the best feeling in the world? happiness,blessings
+ worst feeling?: sadness,grieve.
*FINISH THE FOLLOWING SENTENCES
+ lets walk in the: rain
+ lets run through: the field
+ lets look at: those pretty gals.xP
+ who are those: losers?
+ what a nice: bodyxP
+ where did all these: arrive?
+ when will she: give birth?xP
+ how are: you
+ why can't you : stop grumbling?
+ so where did you: go?
+ sing the:abc
+ easier than: a piece of cake
+ look at my: blogxP
+ i'll stay if: you go
+ silly, little: baby
[1] what is one of your personal features that you obsess over constantly? dunnoe
[2] what do most people think of the city in which you live?: great
[3] what music do you constantly listen to when you're trying to get happy?hmm,dunnoe
[4] do you take good care of your body? duh?yes la
[5] what is your "type" of guys/girls?considerate,understanding,caring,helpful,support me,love me.
[6] Hamburger or Turkey Sandwich : vegetarian hamburger:D
[7] do people think you're pretty/cute? don't be modest: haha.dunnoe!
[8] describe your computer's background/wallpaper: winnie zhong xin yi!<3
[9] what does life mean to you? alot meaning.
[10] what makes you a good person? everything.
[11] if you are of age, have you ever stayed out alone to last call? wads last call?
[12] do you like being alone?: No.
[13] what is your best talent? alot lehs.hehexD
/1\ who are you,where do you live, what is the room you're in like at this moment?: joshua;singapore;living room
/2\ what is your preferred form of artistic expression?: nt sure
/3\ who is your favorite artist and why? show luo!cool,shuai,considerate,helpful+++
/4\ what sort of things do you like to receive in a mail?$$
/5\ what are some quirks about you that you'd like to share?:wads quirks？
/6\ what are your greatest values? dunnoe
/7\ where do you hope to be in 5 years? working barhs
/8\ how can we reach you if we want to write letters to you? ask for my address larhs.zzz
/9\ what are some of your favorite things? sports.
/10\ what sets you apart from everyone else? my character
*Biographical
> what is the name on your birth certificate?Teo Tian Ping Joshua
> nicknames? ah-hua.
> if you could choose your own name, what would it be? Teo Tian Ping Joshua
> do you consider yourself to be religious?yup
> if you had the opportunity, would you start your own religion? NO.
> do you think honesty is a virtue? yea
> how do you want to die? Peacefully la.
> what do you want to have done to your body afterward? fill up my stomach
> do you believe in an afterlife? yea
> do you consider yourself to be materialistic?: Abit :x
-What is your opinion on
>spanking children: No comment/opinion.
> euthanasia: depends on wad areas
> suicide: stupid.
> vegetarianism: clever.
> abortion: idiotic .
> capital punishment: no cmts.
*Friendship
> do you consider yourself to be a good friend?: Ask my friends la.
> do you have a best friend? yea
> what person do you wish you were still friends with? him and her.hahas.
> what person are you glad you're no longer friends with?: him and her.hahas.
> is LJ a good place to make friends? long john?
*Sex and Romances
> do you believe in soul mates? Yea
> if you could have sex with anyone in the world, throughout history, who would it be? siao.
> would you/have you work/ed in the sex industry?zzz.NO
> have you ever cheated on someone?: dunnoe
> would you(or do you) have sex with someone you didn't love?:NO.mine is limited edition.
> what romantic thing do you wish someone else could do for you? as long its her,its romantic.xP
-What is your opinion on
>casual sex: no opinion
> adultery: suckers
> polygamy: huh?
> monogamy: huh?
> marriage: great for a loving couple
> divorce: stupid
> homosexuality:crazy
> bisexuality: Dunno
*Random
> you get to live in for a day in someone else's shoes. Who would it be?: alot lehs
> what was your favorite toy when you were a kid? hmmm,forget lers
> what was your favorite tv show when you were a kid?: barney!xD
> what is your favorite tv show of all time? 娱乐百分百！我猜我猜我猜猜猜！
> toilet papers? huh?
> briefs or boxers: both acceptable
> what is your biggest pet peeve?: Wht's a peeve?
> last book you read? forget liaos.
> last movie you watched?: 叶问:D
> last tv show you watched? chl 8 10pm news.
> how do you deal with people who annoy you? ignore,or 翻脸
> what do you think of the current administration?: soso
> what was your worst nightmare? cant remember
> what is your fondest administration? dunne
*have you ever.....
{x} fallen for your best friend?: dunnoe.
{x} made out with JUST a friend?: ?
{x} been rejected?: dunnoe
{x} been in love?: yeah
{x} been in lust?: NO
{x} used someone?: dunnoe
{x} been used?: yea
{x} cheated on someone? dunnoe
{x} been cheated on?: dunnoe
{x} done something you regret?: Alot!
*Who was the last person...
{x} you touched?dunnoe.
{x} you talked to? dad
{x} you instant messaged?: heidi
{x} you kissed?: No one
{x} you yelled at?: sis D:
{x} you laughed with?:mum
*Have you/are you/do you...
{X} considered a life of crime?: NO
{X} considered being a hooker?:NO!
{X} considered being a pimp?: NO
{X} are you psycho?: NO
{X} split personalities?: NO
{X} schizophrenic? : NO
{X} obsessive?: NO
{X} obsessive compulsive?: NO
{X} panic?: yea
{X} anxiety?: yes
{X} depressed?: yea
{X} suicidal?: NO.tats stupid
{X} obsessed with hate? no
{X} dream of mutilated body, death, blood and gore?: no
{X} dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? no
{X} understanding?: soso
{X} open minded?: yea
{X} arrogant?: onli towards sis
{X} insecure?: smths
{X} interesting?: yea
{X} hungry?: yea
{X} friendly?: Yea
{X} smart?: soso
{X} moody?: soso
{X} childish?: sosoxD
{X} hard working?: soso
{X} organized?: soso
{X} emotionally stable?: yea
{X} horny?: sosoxP
.{X} difficult?: soso
{X} attractive?: yea!!!!!xD
{X} bored easily?: soso
{X} thirsty?: yea
{X} responsible?:yea.
{X} sad?: was.
{X} happy?: soso
{X} trusting?: 95%
{X} talkative?: yea
{X} original?: yea
{X} different?: yea!
{X} unique?: yeap!
{X} lonely?: nope!
{X} color your hair?: nopes.
{X} have tattoo?: No
{X} piercing?: nope
{X} have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: nope
{X} floss daily?: No
{X} ever get off the damn computer?: Smths.
*Currents
{x} current clothes: T shirt.
{x} current mood: excited
{x} current taste: sweet
{x} current hair: soso
{x} current smell: no smell
{x} current annoyance: Os results.
{x} current things you ought to be doing: slping.
{x} current favorite group: JEAG
{x} current book: nope
{x} current DVD in player: Nothing
{x} current refreshment: none
{x} current worry: Os resultsT.T
*Favorite...
{x} food: vegetarian foods
{x} drink: cold,un-fizzy
{x} color:White, pink, lime Green,sky blue
{x} shoes: those kind lors
{x} TV show: 娱乐百分百，我猜我猜我猜猜猜！
{x} movie: dunnoe
{x} dance : freestyle
{x} fruit: Honey dew.
*You Prefer...
{x} long or short hair?:short
{x} dark or blond hair?: dark
{x} tall or short?: tall D:
{x} Mrs. sensitive or Mrs. funny?: Mrs. funny
{x} good girl or bad girl?: 80% gd,20% bad
{x} dark or light eyes?: Dark
{x} hat or no hat?: no hat
{x} pierced or no?: no
{x} freckles or none?: None
*On Preferences...
{x} chocolate milk or hot chocolate: Both!!
{x} McDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds fries
{x} marry the perfect lover or perfect friend: both!
{x} sweet or sour: Sweet.
{x} root beer or Dr. Pepper: Wad's dr pepper?
{x} sappy/action/comedy/horror/romance: Comedy and romance (:
{x} cats or dogs: Dogs
{x} ocean or pool: oceans
{x} cool ranch or nacho cheese: Nacho cheese
{X} mud or jell-o wrestling: ?
{x} with or without ice cubes: With
{x} shine or rain: Shine.
{x} winter/summer/fall/spring: fall
{x} vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
{x} gloves or mittens: mittons
{x} eyes open or closed: open lar
{x} fly or breathe underwater: FLY!!!
{x} bunk-bed or waterbed: water bed ! !
{x} chewing gum or hard candy: neither
{x} motor boat or sailboat: both
{x} lights on or off: on
{x} chicken or fish: none.
*What's your favorite...
{x} number: 5
{x} holiday: dunno
{x} radio station: nono .
{x} place: Donno
{x} flower: dunno
{x} scent: sweet
{x} if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: japan
{x} what would you be doing?: touring
{x} what are you listening to?: gals laughingxP
{x} can you do anything freakish with your body? no
Eight stupid person must do :- edison-anson-gerald-heidi-shaun-munkit-mark and You.

finally finished...zzz.no wonder hweewen muz used two days to finish...i spent 1.5 hr on it lehs!need to edit and answer...so lame.zzz...

christmas tree phobia...

2009-01-07T20:56:00.007+08:00

a christmas tree for christmas?huh,i rather nt get one.zzz.

lols.today whole day work lor.hahas.veri tired.hehe.but quite fun,hahas.
early in the morning,around 8+,my phone alarm rang.lols.then when i opened my eyes and going to turn it off,saw my sista slping on the floor.zzz.tat 胆小鬼...mummy went to work then she scared got ghost then come my room slp.zzz.she think i 护身符 ar?can ward off ghost mehs?zzz.
then mummy prepared packed lunch for mi and i went out lor.说好meet at 9.15,then yy 9.10 then wake up,then we late for work by 10 mins lor.zzz.but heng ar,the rest of my fren all reach ltr then us.hahas...
3 weeks before,we juz set up the christmas trees...now hav to 拆掉.zzz.if its 1 christmas tree,then nvm...hav around 10 lehs!zzz.then those wires,decorations veri ma fan to take out.especially the wires!zzz.yy spent around 1+ hrs trying to seperate 3 wires entangled together.haha.but he failed.hehe.then went for lunch after tat xD
After lunch, continue to settle the irritating trees for another 1-2 hrs.lols.after tat nth to do all the way.lols.coz terence(asst. supervisor) went for meeting,then kenny(supervisor) nvr come coz sick.lols.then we went to a room and we all(6 pple) chat thre.hahas.veri funny.they say abt their sec sch classes...the funny things.hahas.realli veri funny lor.laugh until cheeks and stomach pain ar.hahs.they say abt a gal,who's very disgusting.they say they saw the gal digging her own nose and eat the 鼻屎.yucks...and they mention abt a guy who's a braggart,who said tat he jumped down from the 7th floor and nvr die,juz gt his foot fractured; and oso said tat his mum met wif a car accident but not injured,instead the 符on her mum's neck broke into pieces...hahas.so 大炮 sia.zzz.then after they had said all the funnie things,nth to say ler,then we all fell asleep...except one.hahas.i slept the longest k!*proud*for around 40 mins.hehe.then after tat,went for a drink at the pantry,then end of work lers.hahas.the hours we realli worked is onli 3-4hrs nia.hahas.then jiu earn 1 day(10 hrs) de pay of $** liaos.hahas.however,tml mayb nt working,hav to wait for terence sms tonight lor.hope hav,if nt at home rot sia.hahas.
hmmm, tats all for today barhs...abit tired sia...but hav to tahan till 12+ for 娱乐百分百...a muz see show everyday.hahas.kk...
and oh ya!zzz.i almost forget the most impt info...
O levels results releasing info---date:12-01-2009
day:monday
time:2pm
place:own schools.
I DIE LE LAHS!!zzz...so fast 就要到了.要命啊！zzz.heck care le lar.but still veri nervous.lols.hahas,okok.thats all folks!xD

finally!!^^

2009-01-07T00:44:00.002+08:00

hiie!!!!!!!!!!im back!!!!

gg to be 1am now.hahas.finally revived my blog,after changing the skin and all the info.haha.wad a tough job.i didnt realli realise the toughness the last time, as it was done by shyna.now i realli realise it.hahas.

lols.decided to revive my blog coz was realli bored at home when i nvr work.haha.

now eating noodles,wif sphagetti sauce.(weird huh?xD) but it realli taste great!hahas.cant help but to 佩服 myself of thinking of such creative way to yum-up my food.hehe!xD

today(eh?oh.past 12 le.ytd!) veri bored lor.slept all the way till 2pm...dunoe why so tired.mayb because ytd work whole day,then still slp around 3am ba.hahas.bo bian,coz heidi say the 娱乐百分百ytd is nt be missed!hahas.and i also wanted to watch the 舞林大道.hahas.
then after waking up at 2pm,ate lunch le,bath le.then dunno wad to do sia.bo bian,use com lor.hahas.usual routine.check mail.friendster.facebook.view friend's blog.search for some songs.haha.and ya!watched 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 too.cant help but to respect 吴宗宪for his jokes and humor.hahas.then after tat,watch the 娱乐百分百.haha.小猪 is realli sympathetic and helped an ill fan to realise her dream of meeting 小猪 in person.hahas.lols.no wonder show hav so many fans lar.hahas.

lols.today hav to work liaos.hahas.i realli look forward to working,as the tasks we do everyday is different,so we will nvr noe wad we will be doing the next day,or perhaps the next hour.hahas.exciting huh?hehe.however,nt everyday will we be working,although the pay is $65 per day regardless of working hours(which range from 6-8hrs).lols.onli will be working for 3-4 days per week.lols.veri sian on those days when we r nt working eg. todae.lols.yuyan veri happy lar...on monday when we r on the way to work,he keep hoping tat tuesday no need to work,cos he hav chalet on tat day,and he donwan to clash wif work.who noes?tue realli no need work.zzz.lucky fellow.hahas.

k!!!!tats all for tuesday folks!hahas.will update wednesday event tonight!hahas!~~~

2007-10-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

hi everbody!sry so many daes nver post lers...psps.noe wad!!!!!i gt a special announcement to make!!!!im out of tis stupid blogging thingy lers!!!!!!!!!!!therefore,i hereby announce tat :

THIS BLOG IS DECLARED USELESS NOW!TILL FURTHER NOTICES!THKS N SRY!

2007-10-16T20:36:00.000+08:00

errrrrrrrr......smth wrong wif te date...well nvm.todae is tuesdae.erm, well, i promise to sae abt yesterdae...haix, actually nth to sae lar, its quite boring yesterdae...stay at home te whole dae...actually wanna play bb wif gerald n edison...but aiyah, so LUCKY tat it rain?!well, fated:x

lets go on to todae...quite boring too...get back physics results...predicted, passed(borderline)..well after moderation, i managed to clinch a C5?hahks...tis is cool man, coz it bring to my L1R5 getting 19!!!!!!yeahs!at least lesser thn 20...tats great!!well,tats all for todae..

2007-10-15T11:03:00.001+08:00

hiie...sorry hor.these few days nvr post...coz i've been very busy and when i return, its already very late...wads more, im oso very very tire then...hahaks.well, thn, lets start on sat.
tat dae, i went to swim wif anson,edison,gerald...actually its suppose to be a pleasant trip.but whn we are preparing to go, edison's mum suddenly tell us to go qingshao.quite sudden lor...lol.thn dunno y, we sort of 'ignore' her and jus proceed to swimming.i feel very guilty lor.haix, bo bian, wads done is done.thn when we reachd te pool, it was still drizzling.heck care lar!thn we still jump into pool.wth!!the pool is so dirty lor!!!!!!i vow nvr to go thre again!thn after tat, we wanted to makan, but the stall did nt open...wth...
lets went on sun.tat day morning, i woke up on 6+...jus to go for te lijie ban.waaa, so tired lor.thn, we reached tianhui at around 8?thn we went to makan n so on.thn, we went to attend te lijie ban.quite boring lor.but at least i managed 2 absorbed wad te tangzu said.ohya!forgot to mention smth.weizi is lyk so extra!he wore a blue t-shirt, while me,anson n edison wore, long-sleeved white?hahaks. thn he was lyk sian diao and very paiseh.hahaks.thn after te long long long lijie ban, we took our lunch and go tiong bahru plaza.it was nt very big, but thres a theatre and an arcade thre. we actually wanted to catch a movie, but thres no nice show within our time limits.thn,haix, we spent around 1+ hrs in te arcade lor.te machine was lyk quite old.and i was lyk shocked by te electricity of te games machine more thn 5 times?anson oso.haha.thn, we went to LJS and eat.after which,we took a bus back to tianhui.haha, te pple around thre oso quite weird.some talk to themselves, while some laugh at simply nth.weird huh?lol.we thn went to te huayue lor.gerald n anson was damn bored thre.coz they dunno any instrument and hav to wait thre for, let me c,3 hrs?hahaks.thn after tat, huijun and huiwen wanted to follow us home.we was lyk so bad, and pangseh thm.thn anson feel guilty, and msg thm whre we r.well, cant blame him.he's too soft-hearted to gals.lol.after tat, i reached home at around 9.haix,wad a day!hahaks, at least i enjoy it.
well tats all.as for today,i sahll tell u tmr, coz...i gtg!

2007-10-12T14:09:00.000+08:00

hiiE!!!!!lol...2nd blog...well, im so happie todae!!noe why?coz....i knew my chinese and geo results!!!!!!and noe wad?i get A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah!!!!!!!hahaks!so damn happie!!!well, todae yu yan they all asked me to go swimming...but i rejected them coz i gt something on at night...haix...well, its okkayy, since tmr we will be going as well!!!!!makes no difference huh?lol...may god bless me, by nt allowing any sickening rain befall on us...even if it wanna befall, at least wait until...5?yar!5!lol:x tats all 4 todae barhx...bb...

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